As you can see my life is HELL. What type of girl you know have sex with any cute face she see. Have sex to make fuckung pain go away? Pain from her pass she can't get over
Tbh the shit stupid. I don't understand my self. My life is a book that will get stupid each word or the book. I can't make since of nothing. Its hard for people to understand.
What is there to understand?
The life of a girl that didn't have shit. I never had that sunshine and rainbows barbies hanging with friends going to the movies none of that.
I had to face life before I knew what it meant. I had to discover something my mom wasn't there to help me with. I had to learn about growing up and my body changing and shit happens once a month. The shit I didn't understand. That nobody would be there to help.
I had to find out about boys only wanting one thing. The P. Nothing more nothing less. Why idk boys is boys.
I been raped, Beat jumped stomped on this that and the third.
The only person I had was wait let me think about it oooh yeaaa!
No Mfing body. This was my breaking point and if you don't like it idgaf. I'm Bre I does whatever TF Bre want to. I'm that chick or has no one to love. Roc Idek he was just ermmm.....
Anyways I wasn't ready for love. I wasn't ready for nothing I was just another person who was in the struggle. I learned things the hard way. But I just want to dream and dream because me dreaming is better then this fucked up life. I was crazy. One minute I'm mad at myself the next I don't care. I can't understand my self. Lmao look at me I ain't shit! I might be beautiful but I'm the ugliest ever . My dark soul and trouble mind.
~World, Word and mind of Bre ¤♥
"Hello still there In Wonderland ?" Roc finally said
Finally remembering he was here and I was like day dreaming.
"Do you understand how it's like to have no-one there? Like I didn't have shit in life NO ONE ! People tryna love me sweet talk me kiss me like it's real Nah B Fuck that ! Do you understand life you think just cuz your cute and shit and I attempted to Fuck prince that I'm the bad person I'm tired of this shit u can leave and get put u don't understand how I feel about falling in love. You don't know me to judge me I'm not perfect just like your not so yes bewwbeeww ucan leave ok bye !" Just like that I waved my hand telling him to leave . You might be thin king "Is it this bitch time of the month?" Well no it's not. Just please explain to me how you would feel if u went through shit A LOT and then u always get blamed for everything. Niggas be having the nerve to say shit.
"O.o are you ok Bre one minute u ok next u tripping like you don't know what u want do you respect things to always be sunshine and rainbows ?"
"Blahh blahh blahh like a give af -_-"I may be a bitch but I'm one that keeps it real I might started to feel for Roc but to many things are going through my head at once it's-it's ooh gosh I can't think Ritee.
"What do you want then Bre?" Roc shouted in anger
"Idk but I want you" I'm yelled back in pain.
"That's funny it feel like I don't no nothing about you anymore your a joke I see" Those words hurt me like a Gun shot to the head.
"You just don't understand Im not...." I couldn't say what I wanted to it happen all so fast.........
"I-I can't u just have to leave now go leave-you would never understand I'm to dangerous for you LEAVE !"
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Bad (Roc royal love story)
Teen FictionBre went through a lot as she grew up. she never told anybody her life story. She don't have friends she don't trust no one. She seduced men with her eyes, lips and hips. Her smile was to die for. Every men wanted her or dreamed of her. She didn't h...
