Bad (Roc royal love story)

Lord forgive me

"I am a sinner who's probably gonna sin again, Lord forgive me,

Lord forgive, Things I don't understand

Sometimes I need to be alone.........."

-Kendrick Lamar Don't Kill My Vibe

My body was shaking as I heard the thunder outside tears pouring down my face just like the rain.

His heavy breathing in my ear. My own father. The more he did it up against my body the more tears and pain I felt. I began to scream for help, but it seem no one heard me. Help ! Help! I kept screaming. The pain coming more and more. No! No STOP! PLEASE!

That's when I woke up to roc holding me.

"Its ok, Your ok." Roc sweet voice said. Hes been there always.

Just then the phone ranged as it frighten me.

"Hello?"

"Hi is this Breanna?" I Male voice asked me.

"Yes this is her my I ask who's calling ?"

"Im calling about your pregnancy teat and your aids test."

My heart skipped a beat when he said that. I was so scared and wondering what he would say.

"Ok so whats the news?"

"Well good new your don't not have an dieses and you are not pregnant."

I signed in joy. God has given me yet another change.

"Thank you so much." I said.

"Your welcome and if your ever have any question's just give me a call whenever." He said.

'Thank you I will if I do."

Roc looked at me and a worried look.

"Who was that ? Is everything ok?" He asked.

"Im fine and it was the doctor he said im ok and NOT pregnant!"

"Well that's good." Roc said.

Just then someone knocked at the door. It was Prod.

"Somebody's at the door for you." he said 

"For me?" I asked.

"Yup!" He said walking away.

I walked down the steps to see my mom and dad sitting on the couch. WHAT THE FUCK?

"What the hell are yall doing here?" I asked.

"Bre we just to talk." My mother said.

"Talk? Tahh ! No yall need to leave NOW!"

"Bre baby just listen." Moms said.

"Listen? Did yall wanna listen to me when I cried for help? Hell No ! Yall put me through hell and back and now yall want me to listen ?" I yelled.

:Please its important . We didn't come all the way here for nothing . Just give us a minute to talk." My father said.

"Go ahead." I said.

"Please just sit first." He said.

I sat and was prepared for whatever.

"Well we're  here to close this chapter we started for you and just want to apologize for what we put you through. Im sorry we caused so much pain. You was so young and didn't deserve what we put you through. We're so, so sorry please just forgive us." My dad said.

"Why? Just why did yall do it ?" I asked. 

"Well we've never told you this but when your mother was pregnant with you this man killed your grandmother, The reason was because he didn't wanna kill your mom cuz she was 8 months and I was so angry I blamed everything on you cuz I didn't know how else to release my angry so I convinced your mom it was your fault. Im sorry once you came over and  did what you did we once realized what we've been doing, please just let us be in your life and start again. I know that I cant take the past back but you just have to forgive, pleae bre we're begging for your forgiveness." My father said with hurt and forgiveness in his voice.

I just stood up and walked up stairs.

Roc already knew what was going down he just hugged me. 

"I just don't know what to do anymore." I said.

"Just give them a change and just try to feel how it is with a loving mother and father ill go with you back down if you want." he said

"Please do." I said.

We walked down stairs and my mom and dad both stand up.

"ok I will give it a try." I said.

Then my mom walked up to me and hugged me. That was the absolute first time I've hugged my mom. Then my dad joined. I finally felt loved and complete. I just broke down crying and I heard my mom cry also. she kept saying 'im sorry' over and over.

We finally let go and my mom was looking at roc.

"Whos this?" She asked.

"This is roc, roc this is my mom and dad as you can see." I introduced them.

"Hello>" He said shaking my fathers hand.

"Im might not know much but I know you better treat my daughter right." My father said.

"Well we better be getting back here's our number." Mom said handing my a paper with a number on it. "call us if you need Any thing." She added .

I finally closed a chapter and lost time with my parents.

I cant forget all that happened but sure could forget.