Chapter Nineteen

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When Liv opened the door to Elliot he couldn't stop his mouth from falling open at the sight of her.
"How about we skip dinner and you let me cop a feel whilst we make out instead?"
"Maybe I'll let you take this dress off me after dinner" Elliot groaned.
"Seriously?"
"Tonight might be the night"
"I'll be good until we finish dinner" He promised.
"And after?"
"I'll be as dirty as you want me to be" His frame filled the doorframe as he leaned forward and pressed a deep kiss to her lips.
"Dinner" She reminded him.
"How can I be expected to focus on dinner when you are right in front of me" He groaned as she pushed him away and locked her door.
"Food. I'm a very hungry woman tonight" El groaned again as he followed after her.
They ate dinner and talked but the air was tense as if they were both waiting for the other to drag them out of the restaurant and take them home. On the drive back to her apartment and in the elevator ride up they both kept their hands to themselves.
Liv slipped her key out of her bag and moved to unlock the door as Elliot moved behind her, pushing her hair away from her ear.
"Will you let me fuck you?" Liv's hand jumped at the harsh tone in his voice "Will you let me slip your panties off? I want to feel your thighs wrapped around my waist, do you?"
"Yes" Liv squeaked as she pushed open the door. He barely had a chance to close the front door behind him before Liv grabbed his hand and practically dragged him through her apartment and into her bedroom. Elliot froze by the door whilst Liv stood by the bed.
"I want you to tell me what to do" Elliot told her.
"Pat your head" Liv ordered and Elliot rolled his eyes but complied "Why did you roll your eyes?"
"Because I'm half hard, the little guy is going to burst and you're telling me to pat my head"
"More like big guy" He smirked when her eyes fell to his crotch "Take off your shoes and unzip me" El kicked off his shoes and Liv did the same. She turned away from him, listening to the sounds of his footfalls growing closer to her with each step. She let out a sharp breath when she felt his hands running up the backs of her arms, when he reached the top he brushed her hair away from her zip and slowly dragged it downward.
"Mine" Elliot's gruff voice made her throb as his hand ran down the word that was carved into her back "You're mine now Livvie, I won't let anyone else hurt you" When his hands fell from her body Liv turned to face him, reaching up to her shoulders she pulled away her dress letting it drop to the ground and pool around her feet.
"Fuck me" He groaned at the sight before him. Captain Olivia Margaret Benson in nothing more than black lace lingerie that clung to every part of her.
"Good?"
"You are amazing"
"I bought this for you. Well, and for myself. I wanted to feel sexy and confident"
"Did it work?"
"Depends, how close are you to cumming in your pants?"
"So very close" Liv smiled proudly.
"Can I?" El could hear her nervousness.
"You don't have to ask Livvie. Do whatever you want to me" She reached out and skated her hands down his abdomen to grab the bottom of his shirt. She pulled it upwards and he lifted his arms to help her pull it off. Then her hands dropped down to his belt, Elliot groaned deeply in his chest.
"You can kiss me" She told him as her hands moved quickly to get his pants off. His lips trailed along her neck as she worked, distracting her but she still managed to get them off pretty quickly. When he stepped out of the pants that had dropped around his ankles Liv leant forward and pressed her lips against his old scars.
"I'm scared" Liv admitted against his chest, refusing to meet his eyes.
"I won't force you Livvie. Tell me what you want, tell me what to do"
"Get on your knees" El fell to knees immediately and Liv sat on the edge of the bed.
"Please Livvie, tell me to do it" Liv slipped her bottom lip between her teeth.
"Take my panties off and eat me out" El was on her instantly, tugging the flimsy lace down her legs until he could pull them off completely. Liv fell back against the bed, feeling El wrap his arms under her thighs.
"I've been thinking about this since you let me touch you in the hall"
"A good Catholic like you I thought you'd favour missionary" She teased.
"You're going to regret teasing me" She let out a gasp as his lips made contact with her thigh "What do you want Livvie?"
"I want to know what it feels like"
"What, what feels like?"
"Your tongue" She muttered the word but Elliot heard it loud and clear.
"Tell me when to stop and I will" He reminded her before he dived in. El poked, proded and stroked her with his tongue, watching which movement made her back arch and a gasp escape her lips.
"Like that. Keep going. Don't stop. To the left" Liv instructed, her hand going to the back of his head as he followed her every command. And when he sucked on her clit Liv came on his tongue, moaning out his name as her thighs squeezed around his head.
"Fuck" She cursed, slumping back against the bed, releasing him from her grasp. When Liv looked up at him he was already looking down at her, licking her taste away from his lips. Liv held her hand out to him and tugged him onto the bed beside her.
"I'm scared that I'll see him when you touch me" El placed a reassuring hand on her cheek.
"It's just me and you here. He's gone Livvie and you know that I would never hurt you. When you get scared just look at me" Liv nodded and reached for her bra, unlatching it before she tossed it away. Elliot didn't stop her when she reached for his shorts.
"Definitely a big guy" El couldn't help but chuckle "Seriously, no wonder you were always so cocky" El laughed again.
"Livvie, take off my briefs before I blow this" Liv smirked pulling them the rest of the way off with his eager help "Trust me" Liv nodded, lying back as Elliot covered her body with his. He kissed her deeply, letting her push for more or pull back when she needed to and when his lips trailed down her neck she muttered "I'm scared" He pulled away from her neck and met her eyes.
"Give me your hand. You trust me?" She nodded and Elliot guided her hand down, wrapping them both around himself "This won't hurt you. He did. I won't. You trust me?"
"Yes" She nodded.
"When you're ready, take what you want" Liv nodded again before Elliot connected their lips. She felt Liv's hand around him move slightly as if she was getting used to the weight of him, and when his lips moved down her neck he felt the head of his cock nudging her clit. Liv let out as gasp as Elliot's lips dropped lower heading back towards her breasts as she lined them up and slowly pushed him inside of herself with his help.
"Too much" She gasped and Elliot froze.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No, just give me a second, it's been a while" She admitted.
"That's okay. We're okay" He assured her, muttering against her skin as he peppered her skin with kisses. Liv's hands went to his hips, pushing him forward once again until he was firmly seated inside of her.
"Okay?" He looked down at her but her eyes were shut.
"Okay. Good"
"Livvie, look at me" She opened her eyes and a smile spread across her lips.
"I'm okay" She reached up and placed a hand on his cheek "Please fuck me"
"Your wish is my command" Elliot started to move slowly, his lips returning to hers. Her arms moved around his shoulders as his held himself up, trying to keep his weight off of her but Liv wrapped her legs around his hips pulling his body down against hers.
"Harder" She muttered against his lips, instantly feeling Elliot's movements speed up and his thrusts become more sharp.
"Just us. You're so beautiful Livvie. Thank you for sharing this with me. I thank God for creating you" The praise and his movements were driving Liv closer to the edge and Elliot wasn't far behind.
"El" She moaned against his lips, her body tightening around him.
"I know. I feel it. I feel you Livvie. Please let me-"
"Don't you dare move" She warned, holding his body to hers.
"I won't" He assured her, his hips moving quickly against hers "I'm here. Just you and me Livvie"
"El" She shouted, the sound echoing through the room as she came around him, dragging him along with her growling her name against her skin. The two lay in a heap of tangled, sweaty, panting, limbs and when Elliot caught his breath Liv held him against her.
"Stay"
"Are you okay?"
"I'm...I'm more than okay actually. That was pretty good" El chuckled.
"Only pretty good? Not mind blowing?" He muttered as he placed more kisses against her chest.
"Well, that was the first time that consent turned me on that much" El laughed against her skin again.
"I'm glad that it was good for you"
"It was amazing" Something about her tone made Elliot lift his head from her skin and when he met her eyes she was biting her lower lip.
"What is it?"
"Can you go again?" El smirked down at her.
"Thank you God for creating this woman" She smiled up at him before he dropped his lips down to hers once again.

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