Avian Journal 1

Week 2 Month 1

A few days ago was fun! I helped a bunch of older ladies. They thought I was a girl, but I didn't correct them since I dress very feminine very often

But I'm starting to like someone, but I don't think I'm aloud to like them. It's whatever. But I helped out with people in a food afterward. I had a panic attack from being in a place I'm uncomfortable in. I don't like confined spaces.

I don't know if I like said person. I have a boyfriend, though. He said he doesn't mind the fact that I'm an avian. But recently (yesterday), I felt weird. I don't think I'm only an Avian. I think I'm either a land animal or aquatic. I couldn't tell you, though. I've recently been more connected with my witchcraft, and I've been teaching one of my friends and gave them recommends for what to get.

I've been super tired recently and I can't eat properly anymore. I've done tarots (which ending all good) and been feeding myself fine, I just don't feel good. Is it a part of growing?? I finally ate dinner after a few days, though. Everything just feels like a mountain of mysterious right now. I may go to Salem as of October 2024. I'm meeting a friend there.

I feel like me and said friend are gonna have a good time. She's from Texas and knows practically everything but my past experiences because I think only Olive knows about that.

But my back has been in more pain, and my bones are growing slowly. They feel strong but hollow, but that may just be it. I'm also getting  random feathers on my body. Just confirm that I'm growing. IM SO TIRED. I've been listening to music even more, and my voice sounds so much more vocal. But my lungs hurt as well. I generally am growing, but it hurts a lot.

Now, to address what has happened but is growing and transforming. We've had some personal problems in the group, but we're getting over it. I won't answer any questions about what happened since I'm only saying that something happened. We're all working with each other to grow in a healthy environment. We've made plans for our future, and we're working on a Playlist as well. Well, more so myself.

I hope that everyone is feeling amazing, and I'll see you in an update or next week's growing. This week was quite random. (All thanks to CometTheMythical I just found out I can tag, and they're olive!! Also known as the most important person of my journey. [Not my boyfriend])