(!Trigger warning! Slurs, homophobia, abuse, and blood.)
We had been dating for about a month and everything was perfect, even his grades began to improve because of me, it was so perfect, until my father decided to stop by.
I sat there reading on my bed fliping through each page carefully to not get a paper cut, when suddenly a loud nock sounded from my door, the way the person knocked sounded familiar, after all in a strict household you learn everyone's footsteps and how they knock at a young age. Getting up i walked over to the door clicking it open, i thought it was tank for his big knuckles could basically break a hole in the door, but who it was didn't shock me but filled me with fear as my tail bushed up, it was my father. His eyes were cold and deep as he stared down at me, the same look i was met with my whole life, nothing but anger and coldness instead of being filled
with love and care like a good father would. but who was i kidding, he was a monster.
The world begun to spin before a smack of his cane to my leg made me snap back, "let your father in boy.." his voice was rough and ashy as i quickly stepped to the side letting him in, his eyes wandered the room before his eyes suddenly landed on a small photo, it was a photo of me and max..
He picked up the photo staring at it, my head lowered knowing he would give me a long lecture on how "being gay is a sin," and dumb shit like that, but all i heard was a loud smash, eyes widening i looked up to see he had smashed the picture, my eyes were glued to the broken frame before i noticed him walking towards me with his cane raised high, quickly blocking my head i felt multiple hard hits to my arms, without thinking i shoved him back, "LEAVE ME ALONE!" quickly clasping my hand over my mouth i met his eyes, they were filled with rage and destruction, finally looking away he bent over and reached for something on the ground, i couldn't help but stare as it looked he had picked something up, it was shiny and glistened under the sun, i guessed it was one of his rings, but it wasnt, it was a sharp piece of glass.
Everything became fuzzy as my ears roared loudly and tiled with blood, I couldn t hear anything, or feel, but suddenly i felt it all again as i was shoved to the ground, blood dripped from my cheek as my hand grasped something, that was when i finally realized, he threw the glass shard at me.. My heart thumped loud and hard as he shoved my head to the ground, everything i had rebuilt, my health, my sanity, my happeniess was destroyed after each kick he delivered to my stomach, i could feel my breathe being snatched from me as he continued beating me, the glass shard was sat in the palm of my hand cutting into my flesh as i felt each blow to my stomach.
I could feel my chest tightning as i felt a blade tear at my clothes and through my skin, a long cut traced my hip as blood dripped down it, i could feel each one of my muscles screaming and roaring as they began to ache after each blow. It felt as if my ribs were gonna crack, my lungs screamed for air as my blood boiled under my skin before oozing out onto the floor, finally a hard tug on my hair lifted my head as i felt a hard blow to my face casuing me to flatten against the ground, "You have destroyed our family name, and to think i raised a faggot in my house hold.." i could feel my nose bleeding as its blood dripped to my lip, my arms and legs sprawled out against the ground as i tried catching my breathe again, a small scoff was heard above me as i finally caught my breath and lifted my head, he stared down at me with no mercy or regret, just the same thing as usual.
"If i find out that other faggot youve decided to date comes around ill make sure to put him in his place like ive done for you.."
Everything went still before i heard a loud thud, snapping back to reality i realised what i did, i stabbed him in the ankle with the glass shard.. He yowled in pain as i built up enough strength to pull myself up, grabbing him by his collar i snarled as my lip lifted, "If you ever come near me or him again i'll kill you.. YOU HEAR ME? | WILL KILL YOU." he stared wide eyed at me as i shook with anger, his eyes weren't cold or angry but filled with fear as i stood over his body, "now leave my dorm and never come back.' he stared before giving a small nod, shoving him away i stepped back as he struggled to stand, he wasn't even a person to me anymore, he was a monster, and nothing could change that.
Finally he limped out of the door as i tossed his cane at his feet, "all i ever wanted was your love william, yet you couldn't even grant that small need for me, so i mean this with all my heart when i say this, I HATE YOU." before he could even respond i slammed the door shut and quickly locked it before slipping down onto my ass, pulling my knees close to my chest i began sob, all my pent up anger and sadness erupted from my throat in a series of wails, my chest tightened as my breathing became fast, though i was shaking i reached for my phone and began to dial max's number.
He finally answered after my second time, " hey baby is everything ok?" tears rolled down my blood stained cheeks as i swiped them away, "max... I need you, something terrible happened.. I need you right now." i couldn't help but let out a small sniffle as the phone became silent, "Max..?"
"I'll get there as fast as i can baby just hold on, can you do that for me?"
"Yes.. just please come quick.. I'm bleeding max.."
A small curse was heard under his breathe before he hung up finally, it took 20 minutes before i heard the door click open, "oh my god.." was all i could hear escape max as he quickly darted towards me, sitting on his knees he lifted my chin up to look at him, "who did this baby..?" a small whine escaped me as i felt his fingers tug at my clothing revealing a large bruise that covered my stomach accompanied by a nasty cut that hung above my hip, his eyes became wide as he slowly pulled me into his arms, "my father did this to me.." my voice came out low and hoarse as tears rolled down my cheeks, "oh god i'm so sorry baby.. I should've been here to protect you!* his arms wrapped around me pulling me into his warm chest, "I'm so tired max.." my eyes began to flutter close as he called 911, i could hear the panic in his voice but my eyes wouldn't open, not even for that. all i could do was gently rub his hand as i whispered small words into his chest, he knew i wasn't going to be leaving him but fear still filled him as he held my body close.
"I love you Max.."
"I love you too Bradley."
