"Can I hug you?"
What the fuck?
Cale stared at Choi Han for a moment and scoffed.
"No–"
He was about to say no way, however the look on Choi Han's face made him pause. It's a look that Cale disliked seeing in that handsome face, the look of uncertainty and sadness in those eyes is something he could not ignore so he decided to look away.
"Ask Choi Han"
No way.
Choi Han suddenly chuckled as he heard the voice on his head who immediately replied "He said no, what a possessive bastard" he mumbled.
"You just technically called yourself a possessive bastard too" Cale commented after hearing that, however Choi Han only smirked.
"I am a possessive bastard, Cale-nim"
He knows that much; he was very protective, and possessive of his people and he knew it is not a good trait, but he was afraid to let go of the important people in his life. He was afraid of ending up alone and being left behind, he had experienced enough loneliness for tens of years in the forest of darkness, he does not want a repeat of that, that's why he held all the connections he had so dearly that sometimes he didn't notice he was holding on too tightly. If he was like this to his friends and comrade Choi Han could not imagine what he would be like to the person that he would love the most.
Though he doesn't have to think too much about it, he could already feel that burning passion from the owner of this body.
"He might not show it to you, maybe he is scared that you would see what kind of person he truly is" Choi Han continued as he looked at Cale.
Stop it.
"I know he is scared to show that ugly side of his, he only shows you the things you wanted to see, all the good things that he is capable of doing, Cale-nim you have no idea how much he.. We can hide things from you, we are not as good as you think, we are both a bastard pretending to be good."
Choi Han stared at Cale, oddly enough the owner of this body became silent. He knows that he agrees with what he said, after all they are still the same person, their experiences may have differed at some point, but they have the same core, they have the same fear. He had lost himself a long time ago in the forest of darkness, he developed some things that's not normal for certain people. But time had mended a few of those things as he learned and grow along with the new family he found and yet Choi Han still finds himself scared if these people he valued the most would find out about his dark nature.
They would surely look at him differently.
"If Cale-nim sees it, the darkness that I'm hiding, I'm sure he would look at me differently" Choi Han said, and he was not speaking only for himself but for the both of them.
"What nonsense are you spouting?"
Cale stared back at him, his face showed a bit of confusion after hearing that monologue he shifted and faced him properly.
"Excuse me?"
"It's normal to hide the ugly side of yourself to other people, I do not see anything that is wrong with that. You say that Choi Han hides his dark and ugly side from me? I don't care I'd still like him regardless of that."
The two Chois became silent as Cale continued.
"The guy that I like is a vicious punk, he's scary and strong, he can be merciless and crazy. but he's also very protective, he's also caring and reliable. You said you two are pretending to be good?" Cale snorted "Don't make me laugh, you can't pretend to be good when you both sucks at acting."
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AdventureChoi Han woke up right next to the man that he once beat to a pulp. The last thing he remembered is fighting against the white star and now he was lying next to Cale Henituse, just what the hell happened to this world that he would end up sharing a...