WHO HE IS

CHAPTER : 19

𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 ?

𝑰𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 .....

𝑾𝒉𝒐 ? 𝑯𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 ...

𝑯𝒍𝒐 ... 𝑯𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒅 ...

𝑺𝒖𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒕 , 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈.... 𝑨𝒉𝒉𝒉𝒉𝒉 𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒖𝒃𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒖𝒇𝒇𝒐𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏...

𝑰𝒕𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 ..... 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖

𝑩𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒘 𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 !

𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 !

𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 !

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XllNeo pov:

He woke up breathing heavily , he looked around him , he  had sweat all on his body like he was in someplace with very hot weather ....

What was it .... He tried to calm himself as his heart was beating fast like he was scared ...
And he genuinely was scare-dd......

I keep getting these dreams ... He chunked down the whole water bottle in one go as he kept thinking about the dream he just got ...

It's been 3 days since it's happening , he didn't tell anyone because he himself wasn't sure of he was hallucinating or it is happening cause of his current situation

I am not sleeping anymore , he woke up from bed and went straight out of the room for some air so he can relax himself ...

He was walking in corridor when someone called him from behind ...

Can't sleep ?

I don't have to look who is behind me , I know his voice very well now ...

So I just nodded ... Need some fresh air ...
I just replied blankly to him , but didn't looked at him ..

Want company ?

I looked at him this time , I can see he didn't sleep at all , he is like this from past 2 days ... But it's not my problem isn't it ...

I don't mind it ... This isn't what I want to say , I want to say no to him but I can't , so I let him be with me ..

After few minutes we were here sitting in the garden looking at the stars but no one speaks ..
There is complete silence between us , only the wind and night sky is shining ...

When are you sending me and sky home ???
I asked breaking silence between us ..

His gazed met mine , his skin is shining under the moon but his eyes aren't ...

They are empty .... I can feel it there is some emotion ...

After-two -day-s ....

I just nodded looking at him .... About our talk ? You said you will tell me when the time will be right so - ?

Boss didn't said anything  but kept looking at me like he was capturing me in his eyes.....
He is watching me as I am his one and last wish If he die just now ... He doesn't have to be like this .... I can't stand it ...

Before something happens I broke the contact and looked again at the sky ....

I will tell you when you need to know about that .... And I already told you about your parents matter ..

Hmm... I just replied shortly ..

Neo.... Boss called 

Hmm , I replied

Now I am letting you go , you can live your life the way you want but ....

But ... ? I asked him confused

If you ever feel something isn't right .. or that thing or person isn't safe for you just call for me
I will be there for you ...

Remember , he looked straight at my eyes as he said each words like he was marking these words ...

I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I DONT CARE  WHO KNOWS IT

I CAN CROSS ANYLINE FOR YOU EVEN I HAVE TO KILL OR DIE

But for your happiness ... He slowly raised his hand as he caressed my head and slowly smiled....

I AM LETTING YOU GO ....

I will never take your happiness from you  I promised you ... ..

Because  I did love you with my all heart so does you in the past but in this life I will find a way to make you fall in love with me again ...

And if you ever find a way to fall in love with someone then I wish that someone would  be me ...

Tears... His eyes ... He is crying ... But he wasn't alone because my own eyes are crying with him .. my tears are felling down too , his words are ringing in my head ...

He slowly wiped my tears with his thumb as he kissed his thumb ...

I don't like tears on your beautiful eyes ...

His last words  as he left me here ... He went straight to the door , he didn't look behind ...

W-h-yy it's hurts..? Why it feels so empty ...
My heart is feeling nothing , it feels void emptiness ...

I came here for some air but feels like he took my breath with himself ....

I don't have anything with him then why....

I looked back at the door , the door where he went ... How and when ....

I fall for you ?

You hurt me , you made me cry , you kidnapped me , your friend hurts my brother ...
And here I am ..

How can I fall for such a person ...

What connection do we have ... I don't wanna remember anymore...

I wish when I leave this place I will forget you just like my dreams ....

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Hey guys here you go with new chapter , I know I am late with updation of the chapter this time I am sorry about that I was busy with my projects in college ..... , what do you guys think boss did right by letting him go ? Or Neo ignoring his own feelings ? Comment down

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