falling harder for my brother

chapter 1

Jennie pov
Jennie .... Did you  finish your homework ? Hm?".it was my brother taehyung and I call him tae his is a handsome guy, he had brown hair  mixed with black same as my mother , his eye's we're light blue . He possessed  a good body with a good Height,I ' m  sure he was almost six feet and two inches . Every girl in our school like him  . He is a gentle person with calm nature and he is genius . Urgh........ I really love his attitude . I don't know but I had some weird feeling towards him . Ugrhh.....

Je... nine  " i was pulled back to my senses when I heard his voice . I looked at him and saw her was already looking at me while raising his eyebrows.

No .. I want you to teach me brother ." I said as i pulled him and made him site next to me .

"You're not that stupid nini I love when he call me that I feel butterflies . Why suddenly ?"yeah I was good at maths but I wanted to be with him now .

" I don't understand this thing's". I said while looking at him . He was really handsome and he was smiling at me.i don't know if it was been a year since I started to feel this way. I knew that I'm in love with him . I just couldn't get over this feeling . I looked at his face and his thin lips. They were so sexy and I wanted to kiss him so badly but I forced myself to stay calm .

Alright ,let me teach you ." With that he took my pen and started to teach me . I didn't hear anything I was just looking at him like a dumb women. Suddenly i realised I was doing something wrong so I focused on what he teaching me .after he was done teaching he stood up to leave . I quickly grabbed his hand .

Where are you going ?"I asked him as he looked at me with a smile .
"Going to cook for you  what do you want to eat ?,"yeah , i forgot that aunty jisoo   went to her home for vacation today . I then told that I was craving for noodles with roast chicken ". As i remembered taehyung cooking skills . It's was so delicious . I can't wait eat his food .

Okay...... I'll make it .wash and come down ." He left the room with that. As soon as he went I entered the bathroom and looked at myself through the mirror. How did I fall in love with my own brother ? I questioned myself .i hate to see him with other girls , I was just jealous . I don't know how to forget this feeling .shit then I thought about myself and I am really different from him . I had light brown stright hair  with Hazel cat eyes .  I don't know why ...... Actually I didn't want to have the same features like him and I knew it was because of my feelings for him .

After i showered i changed into clothes and went down . I saw taehyung had arranged everything . I quickly strode towards him and hugged him tightly .

Jennie ..... What wrong ? Did something happen he looked at me with worried eyes , I knew he always cared about me but what's wrong with me ..... Why did I fall in love with him ? He was my brother for God sake . Suddenly taehyung  hugged me i could feel his scent and loved it so much .

Tae .... Do you have someone you like ?. "I suddenly asked because I was just curious . He never had a girlfriend and he was never so close with girls so I was really curious and scared .

Why do you suddenly ask ? You never ask before ." Tae sat me down on the chair as he pulled another chair closer to me and he sat down on it . He had a beautiful smile on his face and I loved it so much but I was selfish and I didn't want him to smile at girls except me .

I want to know ...... Can you tell me ?I was had a wired voice as I talk to him . I knew it was because I was scared . Ugrhh.......

No I don't have ...... " I signed  as soon i heard "No . Yaayyyy. Great , that' what I wanted to hear and I know .

"What the problem ? Taehyung ask me again as he raised his one eyebrows , he look so cute when he did it .  Nothing "i looked away from him .

Tell me the truth  Jennie ". Taehyung hugged me again and I could feel his heartbeat ,it was just so fast . ugrh......

Nothing...i ..I just like you so much ." What the hell what did I tell him ? Oh no shit.....
Yeah my sister should like me " taehyung kiss me on my forehead and stood then he place my food in front of me

Eat now , tomorrow we have to go to school . Mom called me and said that she can't. Come home tonight because father had an important business trip so she's  also going with him i hate to hear this . Why can't they even be with us for an hour ? They only care about their business . It's ok because I have you tae ,he was always there for me . That why I love him so much .......

Okay "i smiled with taehyung and started to eat damn so delicious .

Delicious .... I said as i looked at him , my mouth was filled with noddles. Suddenly taehyung bend over to me and wiped the corner of my mouth  and my heartbeat increase . I slowly looked at his lips and I bit my lower lips because I really want to kiss his lips.

Silly...... Eat slowly " taehyung sat down as he smiled and his teeth were beautiful . When he smiled it was the most beautiful things I have ever seen in my Life .  I don't understand why , I am like this but I bet I 've already fallen in love with him more than I could even imagine . I want to let him know my feelings before he falls in love with someone because I scared to face it if he loves another girl .

Taehyung ..... I have something.... To tell you . I  Finally spoke  . I was scared and it was really wired

"Yeah ' what it is ? Taehyung looked at me with a questioning look . How am I supposed to tell him that I love him ?. I don't know but I should do it before it is too late.

I ...i... I can't tell him while looking at his face what If he reject me and tell me that he doesn't want to talk with me anymore .....no.... I can't I won't be able to handle it.

Tell me Jennie ...... Is it about a boy ? You are in love with someone ? He asked me . I could feel some fear in his voice but I don't know . It was actually about boy and it's you .... I wanted to tell him but I was too weak for that .

Nothing just forget it . " I forced my feelings to not come out . I lowered my head and stared at my food  . Suddenly my eyes filled tears next how I am supposed to let him know my feelings ? But i didn't let tears come out .

No .. tell .me . You should tell me your problem Jennie ". Taehyung stood up from his chair and came to me . I can't let him see my tears and thank God I didn't let my tears come out .

"I love you ...' i suddenly said as i looked  up  . His action stopped and he didn't show any emotions ; he just stood there while looking at me  . I actually couldn't understand what was in his mind .

"Yeah sister should love their brother ."  My whole world broke as he said that . Couldn't he just understand what I am saying ? It wasn't about sister or brother love , it was just love as lovers . I looked at his emotionless face and I knew he understood what I meant by those words but he didn't y me that . My tears suddenly come out.

Okay ' with that I stood up to leave but taehyung suddenly catch my wrist. I looked at him as he let go of my hand .

Good night Jennie . Is that all he wanted to say ? I just couldn't stop my tears so I lowered my head and left . He knew what I mean yet he acting like he didn't understand . Why ? I don't understand....... Ugrhh...........  I rane in to my room and locked the door , i actually couldn't hold it back that' why I just told it to him . Why am I just crying ? And why did I just fall for my brother ? There are so my boys that want to date me but my heart only want's my own brother. I just hate everything . I climbed onto bed and closed my eyes tightly but still couldn't forget the emotionless face that he had after i confessed to him . I know I was wrong but my feelings ......... I don't know and I don't want to think about it . I got up from my bed and quickly went to bathroom and washed my face then again went to bed and closed my eyes to sleep ..........

So guys finally first chapter complete  and it take so much time writing and I really appreciate all the author who did this much hardwork i really appreciate all the author ❤️ 😍

So next chapter will be taehyung pov  ...
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