falling harder for my brother

chapter 2

Taehyung pov
I knew this thing would happen ..... I knew it . I was so scared to face it but finally it happened . I saw her tears and I couldn't control myself but I finally  managed to act like nothing happening . She told me that she love me but how ?  We are siblings from the same mother and father  . I should accept that I also have some weird feeling towards her but I forced myself to forget about these feelings . Why is this happening to us ? I just don't understand  . I pulled My hair  like an insane fucker and I had to tell her  that I have someone I like but I couldn't because of the way she looked at me . Urghhhh fuck .... She was so fucking beautiful beautiful brown hair  , hazel cat eye's and fair smooth skin . Fuck I cursed because of my thoughts she is my sister and nothing will change about it . She will definitely have a boyfriend in the future but I feel uncomfortable when I think about her future and boyfriend .

As her big brother i shouldn't be like this but at the same time I don't know how to forget these wired feelings i ' m having towards her . Fuck .... How we became like this ? I really love her in all ways , she was just everything to me . I was the one who took care of her when she was kid . I really liked her and Loved her , she was so cute those Mandu cheeks and cat eyes and it made me more even like and love her . In my family everyone love her more than they loved  me . She is  my father life.  She is an angle to this family . It shouldn't be like that but what I am thinking now ? Jennie just confessed to  me  but I am her brother . Fuck ... My mind is a fucking message shit ...... Suddenly i received a call I took my phone and looked it was Sana , Sana was a daughter one of my father's friends and I know she has a feeling for me but I never acknowledged her because my mind was filled with Jennie . Then I answered the call .

Hello I spoke first .
"Hey taehyung , how are you ? She was using a sweet voice to talk to me but I actually hated her sweet voice.

Good, why did you call ? " I asked as she stayed silent for moment before she speaks .

Mmmmmm taehyung actually I like you so can we have dinner tomorrow? I mean only you and me. Don't bring Jennie with you , I think you can understand . "What the hell was that ? I actually didn't have any feeling for sana  ,  I should just say no . with that thought I wanted to say no but suddenly somthing came to my mind i. Should try because Jennie and I are impossible if I said that I am going a date . Jennie will definitely forget her feelings and I will try to do the same . 

Okay i said but my heart hurts with the thought I didn't want to hurt Jennie. She will definitely  get hurt if she find out that I agreed with Sana on a date .

Really? Taehyung  thank you so much for giving me a chance . Let's meet tomorrow . I 'll see in school byee. Sana was so happy because I agreed with her but I feel sorry for her because  I 'm Just using her to forget my feelings . I didn't say anything ,just hung up the call i don't wanna hurt Jennie . She's my sister but I have to force her to forget those feelings and I should also do the same . Finally I forced myself to sleep ......

In morning i woke up and washed myself , i quickly made breakfast for Jennie and went to her room because I wanted to wake her up . I knocked get door , " Jennie , wake up you should go to school come on ." As soon as I finished, the door opened   I froze as I saw her . I think she's been crying all night and her eyes are red . I really felt my heart aches for her .

"I'  ll come down ". Jennie talked to me with her broken voice and closed the door . I actually don't know what to do and I was just really a pitiful man . I went downstairs and waited for Jennie .  Finally she came down wearing a short frock with white crop shirt with ribbon tie  . Really pretty i found myself staring at her as usual she was my girlfriend but I quickly forced myself to look away . Then Jennie came and sat down as she looks at me