Chapter 37

54 2 4
                                    

○○●●○♡○●●○○

《 I'm glad I found you...》

○○●●○♡○●●○○________________________

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

○○●●○♡○●●○○
________________________

Wooyoung eyes widened he said "Wh-hat-t?" Yunho nodded and said "We didn't try to force him. We did as he said." Wooyoung just kept quiet. The waiter came and placed their food on the table. Both of them started eating. Yunho said "Wooyoung I don't know what happened between you two but I think San needs you. Do you think of ever going back to him?"

Wooyoung said "I don't know." Yunho said "So, did you find another person you love?" Wooyoung shook his head. Yunho said "You both are suffering. I suggest you to go and meet him once. Because I am also worried about him."

Wooyoung said "Hmm I will think about it." They chit chatted a bit while eating their food. They hugged each other and bid goodbye.

Wooyoung went to his house with a heavy heart. He wanted to know why San locked himself inside his house and forbade anyone to come. He started to worry if San was alright or not. He wanted to see him. Hug him and kiss him. He wanted to feel the warmth of his body again. After so much thinking he decided to go to him.

He couldn't sleep at night all he thought was about San. Many questions were running in his mind, Was San alright? Will San be angry if he see him? Did San hate him because he left him? or Did San find another person? Did San love him? He didn't knew and all the answers to these questions can only be given by San. He sighed and try to sleep a bit.

Wooyoung woke up went to his dance classes. Today cafe was holiday so he was free he decided to go to San's place. He took a taxi and gave driver the address. Wooyoung went inside and knocked on the main door.

No one answer.

Wooyoung became bit panicked as bad thoughts were running in his mind What if San was hurt? What if something bad happened to him? Wooyoung without thinking twice opened the main door.

He saw the lights were off. He frowned Was San not in the house? but Yunho said he didnt come out.

Wooyoung closed the door and switched on the lights. He slowly took steps to San's room hoping to find him there. He stopped infront of his door. He saw it was bit open.

He hesitantly with shaky hands pushed the door forward. His eyes widened at the sight infront of him. He ran inside the room and shouted "San" and took the gun out of San's hand. His heart literally stopped when he saw San pointing his gun to his head. He crouched down and touched his cheek. San was looking really vulnerable.

He looked like he didn't had food for many days and those dark circles indicated that neither did he get any sleep. Wooyoung's heart broke seeing him in this state.

Tears welled up in his eyes. Suddenly San laughed like a maniac to which Wooyoung flinched a bit as his laugh echoed in the quiet room.

San said "My god you again. You are just my imagination. I am hallucinating. I am seeing you from many days but today I don't know why but it seems so real but I know it's not real." More tears fell from his eyes Wooyoung never thought San would become like this. Suddenly he regretted leaving him but he nedded some time for himself.

Everyone left San alone and sadly he was also one of them. He felt really bad, he then felt San's hands on his cheek wiping his tears. San said "But in my hallucinations I see your happy face but today why are you crying?"

Wooyoung said "San, what were you doing?"

San said "I was trying to kill myself. I can't handle the pain. It's too much. I can't live without him. I hurted him so much and I know he will never come back to me. He shouldn't come back also I am a monster who hurts people. It was too late when I realised I love him. But he would never want to see my face after the things I did with him. So it's better to die. No one would care. I tried to forget him by keeping myself busy but I couldn't. The more I tried to forget him the more I missed him. I wish I could turn back time and not do the things I did. So please just go away you are not real. I am just crazy."

___________________________

His Toy 《WooSan》 Where stories live. Discover now