Rollercoaster of Feelings

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Mr Kim ~ (seeing him getting scared from him he felt superior and smirked that how his so called child is still full of his fear)

Jungkook's pov :

Seeing his father coming towards him all the past memories flashed back .. and his whole body started shaking.. and His breath got uneven his teary eyes makes the vision blur and the scenarios changed in to a court .. where he was a 9 year old boy getting pushed and pulled while he is begging... begging his father to don't allow him to go with the strangers he is scared scared to death...

In the moment he ran out of room and started running towards the stairs to get away from his father and spoke ..

"Dad.. I will be good boy.. please.. please.. I want to go home.. I want to go to mama.. Dad please I want to go home. I don't want to go there please take me home.. please.. I will be a good boy".

Seeing Jungkook's condition Mr Kim's smirk was replaced with a frown when he saw his son crying like a baby ... Like a little boy but what made him more confused.. he was acting like one , like the baby and crying for his mama and begging him to take to home like a little space lunatic. His heart skipped when Jungkook slipped and fell on the floor and cried like a baby while scrolling and rolling on the floor and but more terrified him was when Jungkook fell down on the floor while breathing heavily like he is dying and vibrating his whole body like he is getting electric shock.

"Damn he is having seizure". ~ (thought Mr Kim)

He went near him and took Jungkook in his embrace for sometime till he got relaxed and took him to his room .

After sometime:

You Okey"

Mr Kim asked the pale figure lying in front of him .

Jungkook nodded head hanging low with his puffy teary eyes.

"Did that happen often means the fits you had near the stairs ?."

Jungkook said with a low audible voice

"It happened first when I was 9. I can self cure it when it doesn't go intense."

"Does it get intense someday or..?? "

"Since one year I didn't get intense epilepsy.

Jungkook replied and Mr Kim nodded being concerned looking briefly at the young boy who had pale and swollen white lips and teary swollen eyes and went out of the room not before instructing him to eat his food.

But what got unnoticed by both of them was that .. Irin was looking at all the scenes with terrified teary eyes (as she came while hearing some voices) and felt shame on herself for making Jungkook's life worst than he can even dream of .. (Author ~ freakin' bi**h the damage has already been done ) and just ran to her room and hid inside the blanket while crying hard and slept soon .

Jungkook's pov :

Jungkook looked at the ceiling remembering his fates who played accurately every time to make him disappointed, sad and broken. He thought he would be strong and make his so-called parents taste their own medicine.. but eventually the small hope was destroyed completely. " Do I not deserve to be loved Mom ?" (Asked immaturely while missing his mother) .

And went to have some food which was kept on the side table as he was feeling so weak .. and slept afterwards while thinking about what happened with him today.. how this day brought him the rollercoaster of all the feelings and his eyes became numb and soon he went into another dark world of sleep .

On the other side :

Mr Kim's pov :

I went to my room and laid on the bed then texted my personal lawyer to find out about the medical conditions of Jungkook . ( While feeling all numb after what happened, i just couldn't believe my eyes what i saw that kid suffering from .. turning postions to positions but sleep was far from me to come but soon I felt my eyes getting heavy and slept beside my wife who was already sleeping)

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