Im sorry

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Balloons pov:
I just sat next to the door debating if I should let nickel in,  but I'm scared he will think he caused this... After a bit of back and four thing in my brain I decided to just open the door slowly

Nickels pov:
Balloon has been off all week, he seems like he lost an important part of him... and i miss him....
Sure he's physically there, breathing, existing, but it feels like the balloon I used to know is on vacation... i get distracted from my thoughts when balloon opens the door slowly...

....

"Balloon?..."
Balloon: "nickel I"-
Nickel: "it's okay balloon... it's my fault..."

Balloons pov:
Here it is, exactly what I feared.. nickel thinking it's his fault... this is why I was scared... so I just blurted out
"It's NOT your fault, it's MY fault be being a shitty person that can't control themselves enough!!"
Nickel: "don't blame yourself... I should've just kicked the door down or something..."
The reality of what I just did hit me... I stood up, rubbed my eyes, then tried to rummage through my stuff to find some disinfectant.

Nickel: I'll do it balloon, I'm not letting you do all of this yourself when your arms are covered in cuts!
Balloon: thanks... that would actually be great...
Nickel: anytime.. anytime...

*a couple hours later*

No pov:
Balloon and nickel are both sitting in balloons bed, nickel figured that leaving balloon alone after this wasn't the best idea, even though he finished bandaging and disinfecting his arms ages ago. balloon was found of nickels company and ended up falling asleep snuggled up to nickel, he felt a bit embarrassed that he was snuggled up to him like that, but it made him feel less alone...

They soon both fall asleep snuggled up to eachother, nickel didn't want to get up to go to his own bed in fear of balloon getting upset or something bad happening again, so he just stayed with balloon for the whole night.

336 words aaa!! Short chapter today since idk what else to add here
+ sososo sorry for the giant break I've been extremely busy and I haven't had motivation!! But I hope this isn't worse or too different to the first part since I haven't written for a while!!

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