3. memories

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This is not what I've expected it to be, I mean he kissed me first what the heck
I have too much thoughts in my head right now I better get home and rest I'm so done with him

M: hey guys I'm home...

Bobby: bro you look really bad what have bradley done? I swear to god I'm going to kick his ass if-

M: no no Bobby let's keep violence away for now I mean yeah he has been a total asshole but I don't want to have anything to do with him not anymore

PJ: what happened?

M: well I told you guys about yesterday night right? Well he wanted to know so I told him too and he didn't react well

Bobby: explain 

M: well he called me a disgusting fag and when I told him that HE kissed me first he completely freaked out

PJ: that fucking brat

M: yeah...

Bobby: right... uhh guys I'm getting hungry wanna order some pizza?

PJ: do you think this is the right moment?

M: don't worry PJ I'm hungry too and I don't really feel like to continue this conversation I'm done with Bradley

PJ: oh okay BUT YOU'LL PAY BOBBY

M: honestly I agree

Bobby: NUH UH WHY ME?

M: because you always find excuses to make us pay when we order so today you'll pay

PJ: couldn't have said it better

Bobby: fine

after dinner

M: guys I think I'll go to sleep I'm getting pretty tired and it's been a long day so I really need to rest

Bobby: you really deserve some sleep man plus tomorrow we have to go both morning and afternoon lessons cause we skipped today morning

PJ: What are you on dude tomorrow is sunday we don't have lessons

Bobby: Oh right ma bad, good night Max!

PJ: sleep well!

M: HAHAHAH good night guys!

I just got into bed and the first thought I have is that I fucking miss brad 

I mean when he was drunk, when we talked and that fucking kiss it's all driving me crazy and I can't help but think about him
I just wish nothing happened this afternoon that we are still friends that we can still talk about everything even the stupidest stuff ever

But that is not possible
I don't care if he comes to me and apologise it wouldn't be the same between us

Ugh but that smile the words he said to me and his goddamn lips against mine
I can't just forget everything it's all stuck in my head

Whenever I close my eyes I see him smiling at me and that's not fair
Why do I have to be the idiot that suffer for this shit and he can just let go whatever happened living like it was nothing? how could that be nothing to him?

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