If I Never

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If I never had my heart ripped out my chest
How could you pick up the thread and stitch me back up again
If I'd given up on music when I got laughed at by my friends
I'd have never been at that party where we met
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///// (this chapter is basically like a wedding vowel from Emily's pov, obviously some lyrics don't necessarily work for Emily but Jessica Baio is one of our favourite artists so we wanted to include a few of her songs)//////

Myles, if Briar had never broke up with you I wouldn't have met you and helped you recover and love again, I never knew of you before, not through acting not through music and most surprisingly not through dance but I'm so glad we met at that bar that fateful 6th September 2022.

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Oh, I've been tracin' the steps back that led here
From the moment you walked in my life
I've been askin' myself how'd we get here
How the timing worked out so precise
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We decided to write our own vowels as everyone can surely tell by now, and this caused me to majorly reflect back on our relationship and how it came to be. Myles I fell in love with you the second we met and I have loved you since, that sad broken drunken in need of love guy was love at first sight for me.  I'm glad it was because you needed loving

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Cause if I never saw your facе when the storm blew in thе rain
We'd have never run for cover where you asked me for my name
If it'd been some other day at a different time and place
We'd have missed out on each other and we'd never, we'd never be the same
(We'd never, we'd never be)
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To think I almost didn't go out with Lauryn and the girls that day honestly I can't believe I almost didn't, or to think what if you never tried to seduce me to a one night hook up and me flipping you off which caused you to ask my name, or if us girls went the 7th instead.... We wouldn't have met and you possibly wouldn't be alive and we definitely wouldn't be stood here right now. I can't imagine my world without you in it luckily.

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If I hadn't had that fight with my mom and ran out
I'd have never come cry on your shoulder and kiss you on the front porch of your house
That was the first time I said I love you out loud
We've both said it a million times by now
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We've never fought about anything crazy not even when one of us are going through a rough time. When it's me you do everything you can going out of your way to make sure things are better even if that's singing to me as I cry on your shoulder. Oh gosh I remember that first I love you to you, your face dropped coz you weren't expecting it and then you felt bad you couldn't say it back yet, but hey we are stood at our wedding alter meaning we have said it many times now it's natural to us.

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But baby if I never saw your face when the storm blew in the rain
We'd have never run for cover where you asked me for my name
If it'd been some other day at a different time and place
We'd have missed out on each other and we'd never, we'd never be the same
(We'd never, we'd never be the same)
(We'd never, we'd never be)
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I remember that time we went on holiday together and got stuck in a hurricane and I was freaked but you just calmly sung my songs to me and calmed me, I still think we should have left the day before but you know it scared me like mad so I would wouldn't I hahahaha. But seriously if one of us  had died in that hurricane I would have missed you forever. I love you Mr Erlick.

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I've been tracin' the steps back that led here
From the moment you walked in my life
I've been askin' myself how'd we get here
How the timing worked out so precise
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Jumping back to my 25th in 2024, on my birthday you dropped a World Famous Acoustic and it was one of the best gifts I ever received in my entire life,it showed just how much I meant to you and it made me fall for you even more than I had and that seemed pretty impossible as I had fallen so hard already. I still can't believe you sneakily set the drop to be precisely on my birthday.

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Cause if I never saw your face when the storm blew in the rain
We'd have never run for cover where you asked me for my name
If it'd been some other day at a different time and place
We'd have missed out on each other and we'd never, we'd never be the same
(We'd never, we'd never be)
(We'd never, we'd never be)
We'd never, we'd never be the same
We'd never, we'd never be
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I can't wait to see what our future holds, maybe 2 kids driving us nuts since we already have the house in a field and every night a home cooked meal, obviously not forgetting the dog acting up.... Ok enough using your lyrics on you .....I promise to love you forever Now gimme that ring to stop my finger screaming coz I do

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