( HOOKER )

𝐱𝐱𝐢𝐯.

Y/N WOKE UP TO THE FEELING of her head lying against something hard, yet comforting at the same time, and once she opened her eyes and tilted her head upward, she smiled softly. She was laying on a sleeping Sawyer, and she absolutely loved that. After everything that happened the night before, she felt they were closer than they ever had been, and the brunette was quick to notice that as well so the fact that they were both on the same page made her feel even better.

"What are you looking at?" The freckled male questioned, his eyes still shut and his raspy voice sounding even sexier to the woman so early in the morning. Everything he did in her eyes was just so smooth and attractive, and she didn't mean to be like all of the other women he'd met at his work, but at the same time she understood them, even if most of the time they were creepy as hell.

It took her a few seconds to process what Sawyer just said to her because she was so star struck by how handsome he always looked, but once she did, she didn't hesitate to compliment him like she usually did. It was almost beginning to feel like her favorite thing to do. "Uhh.. You, duh. You're the prettiest man on the planet."

Sawyer could've sworn he felt himself blush at her cute words, but he didn't show it. He wasn't that type of guy. He should've been used to the way she spoke to him, but for some reason he wasn't. It was probably because she meant it. "And you're the prettiest girl on the planet, but oh I'm sure you know that after all the times I've said it while slamming my dick-"

"Wow, you turn everything sexual don't you?" Y/N told him with a playful eye roll of her E/C as she pushed herself up from his body, leaving him cold and still while she did so, but what she didn't know is how badly that really hurt him, and it made him think back to other things she could've thought about him in his mind.

He didn't mean to be sexual all the time, he just thought that's what he was good at doing, and he thought she loved it. It was all he truly thought he was good for anyway, so her reaction was different than the most he'd met before. Didn't mean it didn't hurt him though, especially since he knew that the reason why he was the way he was was because of a particular woman he'd recently ran into.

"I only do because I love you, and since most people love me for how sexual I act, I want to do everything I can to get you to love me too." Sawyer admitted coldly, causing his mouth to purse as Y/N turned around almost immediately, a stunned expression over her face. She didn't know what to say, but she didn't want to make it seem like she was turning him down either.

Sawyer looked so embarrassed by what he'd said, the way he turned red kind of made her want to giggle. It truly was like he was just a giddy young boy stuck in the body of a stoic expressionless man. It was so out of the blue, not even he expected to say something so bold like that. He just blurted it out without a thought, and once he thought back to it, it was too late because it was already out.

Allowing an endearing look to show across her pretty face, Y/N then laid her head back down on the brunettes chest, a soft expression now being shown. Their breathing patterns synced together, their bodies felt so warm touching, and that's when Sawyer knew that she had to be the one. His green eyes stared down at the top of her head, and his heart fluttered throughout his body.

That was a feeling he'd never felt before, but he loved it so much. With Golden, it was a different kind of spark he felt. It was much much darker. Y/N never made him feel that way.

"I love you too, Sawyer..." the H/C haired woman murmured back to the freckled man that felt his entire face heating up some more. He didn't know what to do, so he just laid there, except only this time it was more unnatural.

He wasn't caressing her body, he wasn't kissing her fingers, he was just lying there, but it was a good kind of awkward he felt. It felt like he'd just ripped his heart out and gave it to her, but since he knew she wouldn't fool around with it, it was a good discomfort. It was like he found himself by giving a piece of himself away, but in a sweet loving kind of way, not in a self destructive kind of way.

"We should probably make out now... yeah...?" The long haired man mumbled, his voice sounding extremely serious to the girl. That made her glance up at him with a wide grin against her mouth. She thought he was being so cute, she'd never seen him so flustered in her life before, but she agreed nonetheless.

Nodding her head, Y/N then perked her lips out with Sawyer doing the same, and all of a sudden their lips were clasped together in a little rotation. He reached his hand up to the side of her face before he cupped it, a low humming sound vibrating out of his throat as he did so. She loved that. The sounds he made just for her was so beautiful, even she wanted them all to herself.