When Two Worlds Collide

I am Sorry

Chapter 4 I am Sorry (Travis POV)

I wanted to surprise Taylor. I am in New York for a few days. But all of it almost soured by one phone call. I still don't know how to feel about it all. Just trying to keep my cool. I don't want to do something stupid because this is still all new. My phone rings, and it brings me out of my head. I see that it's Jeff, we exchanged numbers the last time.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hey, Travis it is Jeff," I heard.

"Has she left yet? I told her she had five minutes." I asked him.

"Well, give her the phone," I say I wait and few minutes until I hear her voice. I can hear she is nervous to talk to me. She should be because she is in so much trouble.

"Hello," She says. I like that I thought she sounded off.

"You are in so much trouble. You better be leaving." I tell her.

"We are I promise," she says in a low voice.

"I am going to go. I will call you later."

"I am sorry Trav."

"We will talk later." I hang up

I drive to her apartment and wait for her to get home. I see her SUV pull up to the apartment building. I'm trying to keep my cool, but I am having a hard time with not having my dominant side come out right now. I know we only talked about it. But with everything Jeff has told me about her attitude. She also has gone overboard with the drinking. But what makes it worse is that she has been given her head of security a hard time. She has told me before he was more than just head of security. She told me his name was Drew. She even said he had grounded her before. I thought that was funny but I didn't tell her that. I know she is going through a hard time lately. So before I leave she is going to sign something. Signing protects both parties. It is important in the lifestyle. Hell even married in the lifestyle have a form of a contract. It just keeps everyone safe. She still has not gotten out of the SUV. I see Jeff get out so I get out too.

"She doesn't want to get out yet. She keeps asking Blake what to do. Blake keeps telling her to talk to you.."

"I will give her two more minutes then I will go over. I am sorry she's been giving you a hard time the last few weeks. But she is being reckless."

I see a look on Jeff's face and I know he wants to tell me something. I almost don't want to know what it is. I have a feeling it is bad.

"What is it, Jeff? I can see you want to say something."

"Well you see two days ago she snuck out without anyone knowing. The security system was being updated so no one could see her leave. So no one knew for thirty minutes that she was gone."

Ok, I fucking lost it.

"WHAT THE FUCK."

"Yep let's just say I called her and she didn't answer. Then I called her parents. They didn't see or hear from her. So Drew ended up using her tracking device on her phone to find her. I had never seen Drew so mad. I thought he was going to take her over his knee. He has been with her the longest out of all of us. I think if he could have got away with it he would."

That is it. I am beyond pissed off. I have had enough of waiting for her to get out. I walk over to her side of the door and open it. She looks shocked.

"GET OUT RIGHT NOW!" I yell but she still doesn't move.

"Taylor get out before you make it worse," Blake tells her.

"Blake do you mind getting out please," I ask Blake.

I know Blake knows about us and our lifestyle. Taylor told me that Blake and one other friend know about her. I wanted to meet Blake differently. But I guess I am meeting her this way. She gets out.

"I am sorry Travis I tried to get her to get out." She tells me.

"It's fine thank you."

She goes to the apartment door and goes inside. I see Jeff on the phone not sure who he is talking to. He's most likely talking to Drew. I want to talk to both of them about some things.

"Taylor please get out. I am really trying to keep my cool with you right now. But I swear to god if you don't get out now I will take you out and then you will not be happy."

She finally gets out of the car and immediately goes into submissive mode which is fine with me. I can see her slip into a little space. I know she is not little, little but I do see a brat side. That is not a conversation for now but later. I take her hand and walk over to Jeff.

"Tell Drew I would like to talk to both of you guys later."

He doesn't say anything he nods his head. We walk into the building. The doorman opens the door for us. We walk to her apartment and walk in and we see Blake is on the phone. She looks up.

"Hey Ryan I will call you back later. I love you too. I know I am sorry. I understand baby."

She hangs up. I feel bad because it sounds like I am telling her what to do and I have no right. But I want to talk to Taylor. I turn and see Taylor is still by the door.

"Sit down on the couch," I tell her.

She walks over and sits down. She has her head bowed and has not said a word. She has slipped into little space I can tell. I have cooled off some. I look back over to Blake.

"I take it you are staying. I also don't have a right to tell you what to do but can you please leave us alone to talk."

"I am staying and Ryan will be here tomorrow. I understand and I will go upstairs. I am sorry Travis I did try to get her out."

I see she may be a submissive too, because of how she is acting. She goes to leave the room and turns to Taylor and gives her a hug. She leaves the room. I am standing in front of Taylor with my arms folded. I dont know where to start. Just going to rip the band off.

"Care to explain to me why snuck out the other day?" She looks like a deer caught in the headlights. Her eyes were wide. Yep sweetheart I know about that.

"Well, do you have anything to say for yourself?"

She still has not said anything. I can see she has started to cry. I hate to see her cry. No matter what I don't want to see her cry. I sit down next to her. I pull her into a hug.

"I am really sorry Travis. I don't know what is wrong with me right now. I feel out of sorts." She tells me.

"We will figure it out together. But you are still in trouble for everything tonight and for what you did to your security. I will not have you put yourself at risk. I know you have stalkers and other threats." I tell her.

"I understand sir I deserve it."

I stand up and hold my hand out for her to take. She takes it and we walk to her room. I walk her to her bed, I sit her down on it. I go over to her dresser and get her PJs. I tell her to get ready for bed. She starts getting ready. I can see how sorry she is for everything. I walk over to her and give her a small kiss. She melts in my arms. I pull back. Lean my forehead to hers.

"What am I going to do with you?"

She doesn't say anything. She wraps her arms around my waist. I just hold her. I know something is going on with her. I pull back again.

"Let us go to bed."

"I thought you were going to punish me?"

"I am but in the morning."

"Why?"

"Because I want to talk about everything. Plus I want to talk to Drew and Jeff."

I lay her down and give her one more kiss. Soon I see she has fallen asleep. I watch her for a few minutes and then leave to go talk to Drew and Jeff. Things are going to change I just hope everyone is going to be on board.