Obsessed (Jikook)

Broken Angel.

Warning.

-Self harm.

"So you like me Mr Jeon?" Jihoon asked Jungkook who was sitting on the couch smoking a cigarette. Jungkook just casually looked at him as he blew out the smoke from the cigarette.

"Never again in your life speak to Jimin the way you did just now and what was that he pushed you? Don't pull such stunts in front of me, focus on your job and be as invisible as you can be while at it." Jungkook said seriously not even glancing at Jihoon who rushed out of the dining area and went to the kitchen to cook dinner after he said" Yes Sir"

He couldn't believe that Jungkook used him to make his ex jealous. He wondered why Jungkook said all those things to Jimin when he clearly loves him.
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Meanwhile Jimin drove back home at a speed of lighting. It is only good luck that he actually made it home safe and sound. He got there and screamed his lungs out from how angry he was. He then sat down and the images of Jungkook kissing Jihoon played in his mind.

He closed his eyes and let his tears fall. He was feeling so much pain that he was feeling like he was suffocating. He decided to take a bottle of wine and a glass then walked to his bathroom, he filled the bath tub with warm water and undressed then settled in the bath tub.

He started drinking the wine like it was water while tears couldn't stop flowing down his face. It had finally sank in that Jungkook was moving on for real and didn't want him or anything to do with him but he didn't understand why and it hurt him so much that Jungkook was doing this to him especially after what they both went through.

The guy literally forced him to be in the relationship they were in, he was once scared of him and then he later fell in love with him and all his flaws but now that very same guy who was very obsessed with him and followed him around for years was leaving him just like that and he already had his replacement.

He didn't understand it, it didn't make sense to him and him looking at the future without Jungkook in it seemed like hell, hell on earth and he wasn't about to live a miserable life like that.

He reached out and took a blade then looked at it for a long time deep in thoughts.

'Should I just end it all?'

'I can't live without him and he's moving on with someone else so why must I continue to live?'

'He hates me I saw it in his eyes. He wants nothing to do with me. He's done with me.'

"I must just end it all yes I should.."

Jimin thought to himself while looking at the blade and he brought it to his arm where his veins are visible. He placed the blade on his skin but he couldn't do it. He couldn't end his life. He put the blade away and took another sip from his wine glass with trembling hands.

Bad thoughts filled his mind again. The face of the person who Jungkook is with now appeared in front of him and he threw that wine across the wall, the glass shattering into pieces, the red wine painting his wall.

He then got out of the bath tub and walked to that broken glass.

"This is how my heart is right now, shattered into million pieces that can't be fixed... Why is Jungkook doing this to me, am I not pretty anymore in his eyes, is he tired of me? He was all about me where did we go wrong....Jungkookie why are you abondoning me when you're all I have...can't you see that you're hurting me.. My heart hurts it hurts too much I can't... " Jimin vented out loud while looking at that shattered glass.

He then picked one piece of it and it pricked his finger but he didn't care, he actually liked how that pain distracted him for a second. He then brought the broken glass to his thigh and cut his thigh while wincing because of he pain he felt.