When Everything's Lost

3: Streets

"I'm the type of person to go the extra mile for someone who wouldn't even cross the street for me"
-Unknown

Thing is- I had to cross the street as well.

It's finally over.
The first day of school is finally over. And honesty, I feel that I barely made it. Turns out- the brown haired boy is in 5/7 of my classes. It's as if the universe WANTS me to be nervous 24/7. And thing is; I still don't know his name. Of all my classes, not one did student introductions. Just rules and getting to know the teachers and stuff. I got home okay, I didn't feel like taking the bus, so I just walked home... Which is actually pretty normal for me. Usually I'm so done at the end of the day, I have zero tolerance and end up walking home alone. I don't even listen to music, I just think to myself and dwell on the day. Today, I couldn't get over the dumb guy and every time I tried to think about something, my thoughts would always sway back over to him. As I was a few blocks away from my house, a car came near me. It was swaying all over the place; probably a drunk driver. Seeing this finally made me get out of my head. It swirled right passed me and made a left turn, while taking out a stop sign . I shrugged it off. I looked at the house in which it came from, and realized who's house it was; Benny's. He's not only an alcoholic, but just about the only drug dealer in my town. Seeing that the car came from there didn't surprise me and made me even more disconcerned over it. Benny has been living here for almost 13 years, nothing has happened so far and I doubt anything ever will. As I was thinking all about that, I came up to my door and saw that nobody was home. I reached in my bag, and rummaged around until I felt a sharp point and pulled out my house key. I unlocked the door, and allowed myself in; only to be trampled by my dog. I pushed her off of me, and walked straight over to the stairs and up into my bedroom. It didn't take long for me to be in my pjs and asleep as fuck.

I woke up; and honestly I felt like I just woke up in other planet. At first, I thought " is it still day? Or is it night time?" It was neither. It was six o'clock... The next day. I got up and went straight downstairs to the fridge. Right now, Monster energy is my only friend. I opened it and went back upstairs to get ready, and hour and an half later, I was all ready to go. It was also only 7:30. School is at 9:00.

There was nothing on tv, so I Decided to call Stacy up and we agreed to meet up at school early. I grabbed my penny board and ran out the door, eager to go spend some time with my best friend. Rolling through the neighborhood, I noticed an large amount of cars at Benny's house, most liking one of his famous "pill 'poppin' party's. It's basically where kids bring in all sorts of pills and meds and dump it all in a bowl, then each kid takes whatever they want and downs it. I'm surprised no one has died yet.

As I was rolling out of my neighborhood, When I ran out of my monster so I decided that it would be okay if I was a lil late for meeting up with Stacy if I went back home and got another. I turned my board around and headed back home, and I was almost there when something whizzed by me. I quickly stopped and looked behind me. No. Why? Dammit, my zipper was down! It was literally the brown hair guy on an (oddly enough) penny board as well- but his was green with blue wheels (imagine how creepy it would be if we had the same colors). I watched him rolled away, his hair looking so perfect the way the wind treated it. And I started to notice how nice he body was, not very thin, but not anywhere near fat! He was, to me, perfect.

I regained my thoughts when he became out of sight, so I finally went home and got my beloved Monster.
I went back on the road and back to where I was rolling down before. When going down the last street of my neighborhood, I saw him again. He was stopped with headphones in his ears and was most likely texting someone. I got a lil closer, trying to get a better look. I got only a feet away from him and I could hear his music through his headphones, he must have it on full volume. I could even make out the words, " ... I feel alive inside, I won't be terrorized, I'll take all the blame. This heart of fire..." I smiled to myself. Not only was he listening to heart of fire by Black Veil Brides, but he also had on a really cool Bring Me The Horizon hoodie. I want one actually. I was about to get up and leave, but then I saw this really beaten down car come our way. I. Fact, it was the same car from yesterday! And the driver must have been drunk again, because his driving skills were even worse. As it came closer, I saw that the brown haired boy had no idea it was even there, and it was getting extremely close super fast. I left the bush and out onto the sidewalk, only about 10 ft away from him. I shouted at him to move out of the way; it seemed as if the car was aiming for him! I realized that he couldn't hear me with his volume so loud. I stood there, and thought that maybe the car would move or something. It didn't. It was now only 15ft away from him. I plucked up the courage and dived right in front of the car, and landed off the the side...