I Never Would Have Known

#11

July 13 2024

Dimples POV

I'm really afraid that my friends and family might look at me differently after learning that i am bisexual.i have been contemplating on whether to tell them or not but then again they might find out on their own

You guys know how jamaicans are when it comes to lgbtq and my family is against it big time but here i am talking to a girl on ig who said she had an interest in me and mainly I don't know how my friends will react and to be honest I don't want to loose them

Girl stop act like yuh nuh have nuh sense all them can do is cuss and stop the world nahh guh end

In critical times like these you need to stfu cause you don't really understand shit that's going on

Ahh mah guh just brave up an tell chen dem yahh mn

Since i left them at the back and went inside I decided to call them

••••••••• ALL SINGLE LADIES🕊️💖 ( group call)

" pree yah now mamz" kay asked being the first to join and then the others joind aswell

" mi have something fi tell all a uno " i said nervousness taking over

" a who dead " kay asked starting to look all sad n thing " nuh body nub dead" I replied

" who inna hospital "chen asked " nuh body " I replied

" yahh breed " tantan asked " a muss yuh breed mi " i said and they laughed

" ahh suh wah di rll reason fi deh call yah now " meli asked and i took a deep breath and sighed

" i am bisexual and I didn't want to tell you guys bc mi did fraid a how uno might react n thing " i said looking everywhere else but the phone

" eyy eyyy uno transfer mi money right now inna mi account wah mi did tell uno seh n uno a talk bout dimples wouldn't do dem things deh " meli shouted out

" suh yuh really mek a bet pan dis " i asked in disbelief " yepp" Meli replied popping the P

" dimples god dis seh come as you are suh nuh bother wid ih fraidy fraidy shit yuh know seh wi oo accept yuh just the way you are bc memba eno wi are sisters for life " kay said making me feel alot better

" wait wait wait wait a di girl weh did show mi har picture " meli asked " yh " i said

" well girls just know we have a very pretty inlaw n we also need fi change di group name bc 1 of us ain't single anymore " meli added

" later on lovies " i said hanging up

Well that turned out better than expected if only my parents would react like that

*knock knock *

Soon as mi ready fi doze of pan meli bed smaddy start knock pan ih door

" come in " i said still laying down

" yuh good " jahmir ask and mi nah guh lie him look scrumptious yuh fuck but Meli always a seh mi must stay farr from him bc him a player n dem thing deh

" I'm good " I replied

" suh wah mek yuh look suh " he asked sitting on the chair around to computer desk

" I'm bi and i told meli and they are fine with it but I'm afraid of how my parents will react bc they  are against it and they say its a sin " i said feeling even worst