Shirley's Unwritten Chapter's : A Journey of Self - Discovery

Chapter 5: Life Problems

Well, as you know life is always easy when you are young because you get away with everything and you're spoiled but baby once you get older and start paying bills and car notes and stuff it's not that easy I'm telling y'all folks that nie watch yo damn back and you gotta do them taxes ooooo Jesus let's not get started on them damn taxes. Well after my miscarriage as you all know I was very devastated for a long time, later in life I adopted a child of my own because I was traumatized to have another and I named her Shaniqua Robinson now she's grown got her home child, etc honey I love my daughter she's smart funny and anything else you can think of when she had my grandson at 16 I wanted to make her abort that baby so bad because her ass was too damn young and I'm not raising anybody children but I thought about it from my past situation, if you think about it abortion is the craziest damn thing you can do a whole life just gone and ruined so she ended up having him and she named him Cortez Robinson. My grandson is one childdd he's a upcoming "actor" and he's got a job he's in high school he's doing the damn thanggg , but recently him my dad and me we all stayed together under my roof Cortez ended up staying with me cause his mother so

and father was just arguing every damn day being toxic so Cortez stayed with us for about a year, meanwhile when he was staying there he told me and Mike (my father) that he's bi and in the whole Robinsons generations nobody has ever been gay and when I tell you my dad crazy ass went off and Cortez got very upset it was a big feud but it came all together I'm reallll happy it did them Niggas was gone drive me crazy but I accept my grandson as who he is I don't judge nobody cause believe it or not I loved me a little cute light girls back down lol that's alotta damn tea we had a tv show for allll this if you never seen it they ended up canceling it they had the nerve to say I cuss out my dad to much I don't give a damn Keisha lmaoo , but we ain't going to mention that other words my daughter right now has a lot going on in her adult life and I just be looking at her basically looking at my younger self and I just be like "this the same shit I went through when I was your age " but it's all in Gods hands I know he gone get my baby through this because I got through my situation eventually. Chile I've been single as a mingle after my husband yk he just died of poison that's a whole nother book honey anywho I have just been living my life like it's golden Doing what I'm able to do I'm blessed with a lot of things I thought I never would have a day in my life like I said if need anything and it's not working out just know it's in Gods dang timing.