Zen pov
Naka uwi na ako and imbis na mapahinga ako ay nainis lang ako sa nadatnan ko
"why you all hare" i said to the six girls who are eating in my sofa
"ow so your back already" Astoria said
"yow welcome back" Asha said to me
"All of you why are you hear?" i ask them again
"ow why are we hare" Eliz said
"just for fun" asha said to me kaya napag bunto hininga ako
"hey can i ask a question?" i ask them
"what is it?" yia answer
"you guys have you even fall in love?" i ask them
"what are you talking?" they shout
"Nooooo" sabay sabay nila sagot
"why did you ask that zey?" iris ask me
Napa buntong hininga ako
"you see i have a dream" i said
"seen iwas child i have a weird dream about that guy"
"But i don't know if she is even real or what"i said to them
" no comment"sabay sabay nila sabi
"so zey, what is your dream men?" miyu ask me kaya napatingin ako
"to be honest the man i dream is a cold person and he gave me a assurance ever i don't ask him and for something i like a straight forward men and have a one goal on mind, and i really like masmatankad and moreno, smart" i said to them
"in short you like a nonchalant guy" miyu said kaya nag sitanguan sila
"pass sa nonchalant gusto ko inaamin na namimiss niya ako" Lamia said kaya napatingin kmi sakanya
"the fuck is just my honest opinion, what are that stare for? He ask us kaya umiwas nalang kami ng tingin
" so you like killian? "yia ask me kaya tinaasan ko skya ng kilay at tinarayan at tumawa sila
" so he like king killian after all"miyu said kaya tinignan ko siya
"when did i said that" i ask him
"ow don't fool us alam namin baho mo" sabi ni Niss kaya napatingin ako sakanya
"the fuck are you really my friend or what" i ask them kaya ngumiti sila and said
"Yesss of course" sabi nila sabay sabay my head is speanig of this 6 people gosh
"so when the wedding" tanong ni miyu kaya tinaasan ko sila ng kilay at tumalikod sakanila at maliligo nalang ako imbis lalo sumakit ulo ko sakanila
"Whare are you going? "Lamia ask kaya sinagot ko sila
" to go in bath to clean my self"isaid kaya nanahimik sila lahat
"ok we will wait for you yo be done and we are going to processed to the main objection" kaya napa lingon ako sakanila
(In the bath)
So tired i hope this last forever
"how weird" i said out of blue
"my taste in men are super different to the other" i said
"i was serious back then that i really like a cold men" that men that grade 12 student in my pass school i still admire him even now, he is tall guy and he look masungit and cold to other and he really love to draw he is actually a journalist and he play guitar and a academic achiever a moreno a stem student like me how funny the men i really like i didn't not even tell him how i feel i am so useless back then, i am pretty but i think i can't win him, and that the big mistake i made that even i don't have a slight chance to him i didn't not confess my own feelings. I still remember though that i chat him i said that i have hard time on one subject and that is a gen math even is not true
"gosh i remember why i choose stem"
"para maka relate ako and para makapag usap kami" such a landi and cringe ko
"gosh i wish i can see him again even saglit to confess how i really feel"
"gosh ang cringe ko naman god" i am most beautiful women on the world and i become cringe something like that, that unfair super unfair
"it was unfair at first place though i really like him very much but i can't say it to him and even nag papahalata nako idk if he can feel it or what "
What a pain i still remember that FRC(family Rosary Croshade) even i have bad personality i still in catholic school duhhh but that FRC ten days straight i pray that he will like me back what a childish thing to do, and i still pray now that he will like me but how unfortunate that i was reincarnated in another world
"i miss kuya" huh why is their a tears in my eyes is this unfair unfair i will merry soon but idk why i am crying becouse i like him?, no i don't think so becouse i love him i really love kuya but i didn't confess to him that time i have so many chances to confess but even one time I dint do it
"w-why did I said that to my self, that it was ok just to be friend with him it's ok to be close to him even i didn't confess my feelings it's alright becouse becouse we are friends" that's my big mistake my life
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"why are you so tagal zen" miyu ask but hindi ko siya pinansin at nag patuloy lang ako samay paglalakad hangang sa makapunta ako sa pintuan
This door is special the only allowed to this door is only the seven of us or if we deside na mag papasok ng iba.
"so guys are you all ready to the discussion" i ask them kaya naging serious sila lahat at nag lakad na papasok sa space door that i create
"of course it's time for the destroy them all" miyu and niss said at si tanguan naman sila lahat
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Hi and good day everyone, bless be god forever, first at all im sorry if I didn't post or update a new story such a long time and i hope all of you will understand that i really busy in this past month becouse of my school work.
And i am sorry if so magulo the story and i hope you give me advice about zen crush becouse, i just describe my life in past 2 months of my school year slash my crush i know is cringe, but i hope you all give me advice to how can i confess to him become he is so cold sa iba and if nag confess ako baka hindi niya ako pansinin like that.
Basta in my experience ang hirap mag ka gusto sa academic achiever/nonchalant, cold na kahit mag pahalata kapa sakanya na gusto mo siya para ewan na idk if na alam na niya or hindi.....but at the same time it was very grate na mag ka gusto sa nonchalant/cold , why, feel mo kasi wattpad female lead kana, sorry sa delulu but true yon like when he become so gentle and binibigay niya oras niya sakin even he is so busy ackkkk kilig malala.. Thats why even he is not super handsome i really feel na ml siya... And i hope to all of you guys that you find the ml on your life and be always happy and thank youu.......
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