Stephanie Johnson

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Stephanie Johnson:
I'm Stephanie Johnson, I I'm a huge wreck
Why?
Two words
Louis Tomlinson
Since elementary, Me and Louis have been best friends. I always had feelings for him,
but what if he never feels the same?
Going through the journey with him from 5 years old to 16
encouraging him to reach his dreams of singing.
I lived with his personality longer then any other of his friends,
but he couldn't look at me as he looks at other girls.
He went through plenty of girlfriends
but he always ended breaking up.
I don't know when I will have the courage to tell him how I feel.
Every time I'm with him its like the first,
he'll make you feel comfortable in his arms,
he'll live with your pain,
and will be as a clown to cheer you up.
I've been crushing on him for way to long,
but every time I look at him,
I get lost in his blue eyes,
making me this shy girl I never was.
How long will it take for me to live my dream,
to be me,
not this total opposite
but how can I help not being shy around him.
Now being in One Direction,
girls fight over him all the time,
but I don't know if he even remembers my name,
haven't seen him since the X-Factor,
never a visit.
News everywhere are saying Eleanor and Louis are the best couple,
making me more cry myself to sleep every night,
how do I match with a girl like that,
I'm just a normal girl,
asking for a guy that will care for me,
love me, and have this massive bond, not a simple friendship,
the kind of relationship that stays, that is just too strong to break
I have dated guys before
but never had that same feeling I always had with Louis,
Eleanor and him have a special spark, and I and him,

let's just say

Forever Never 
our relationship will go on.

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