Forever Never (Larry)

Chapter 4: The Short Roller Coaster of Feelings

Everytime I look in the mirror, I just smile remembering what happnened. I just imagined, that he was in front of me right now, grabbing me around my waist, But that was not what happened. But I just wished

That was what've happened. I switched on your tv and watched Lou do his audition, singing the song

Hey There Delilah

He was nervous I could tell...I literally freaked out when I found out all the judges said yes!!! Like Omg,

As soon as he got off stage I called him up, I called him at least 100 times in that hour, but he didnt respond. I realized he put his phone on vibrate and might've not felt it I just couldn't stop smiling, I was just so proud. I put my hand over my mouth trying to lower my voice because I knew I was about to burst. I screamed so loud that the neighbors called to complain, I just couldn't help it. I also messaged him on fb but no response, I tried to skype him but still no answer, his phone, nope.

Lastly, I tried calling his mum, "Ello? Hi Mrs. T, opps I mean Johanna" I said giggling, Lou's mum always insisted that I called her Johanna. "Hey dear, how are you?"she said. "I've been great Mrs. T, I've been wondering where Lou has been because he hasn't been answering my calls" I said concerned. "He's just celebrating with some friends at a club, he has been celebrating for a long time. " I was still worried though. "It has been 3 days since the audition has aired.." I was really concerned. "He always pulls out his friends to go to a club or somewhere I don't know about," she answered. "Could you leave him a message for me, tell him that I said congrats and that he skypes me so I could see his face once more." I said. "Well dear, whenever he gets home... I promise right when I see him, I will tell BooBear right away." she answered. "Thank  you Johanna,"she hung up.I felt like screaming again but this time I bit my arm to keep quiet.

***The following week***

It has been a week but nothing but today you were going to see Lou again in boot camp. I was so excited. Every second I felt like screaming, but i managed to keep quiet by biting my hand to shush. I watched as he sang the song,

 Make You Feel My Love

His dance moves were as wonderful as always. Those hip thrust were perfect even though he didn't show it off... Lou is acting weird...I knew it cause I lived with his personality, for years. How could I not?

I was deep in thought when I heard Lou was voted out!!!! "Oh man, there are no sign of intelligence anywhere!" I screamed. I could've thrown that T.V out the window for what I care.I kept watching, there were so many people who got voted out. Their cries were just heart breaking I could tell how Lou felt right then, I continued yelling at the T.V until they called 5 guys and 5 girls back. The guys names were Harry, Liam, Niall, and Zayn, of course including Lou. I couldn't believe my ears! They were told just to go back stage but when they got there, the judges said they were just too good to let go, so they are going to form those five strangers into a band! First, I played it cool and said well those peasants learned their lesson, "Finally someone INTELLIGENT!" Thank you Nicole!" I yelled. I jumped up and down your couch screaming, fan girling like crazy. I could hear phone calls rushing in... The neighbor across the street started yelling in their bathrobe! I shield my eyes but peeked to look at that sexy Louis

They were crying with joy, and they were jumping around like crazy at the same time. 

I marked that day on your calendar, even the day you guys kiss, and all those memorable moments I had with Lou, "Yes, yes I do, Yes, I am weird, you got a problem with that" I said every time my best friends came over, They just recently found out when they saw my room it was off limits before, Of course including some of my family's birthday and family events but there is no room for that. I had a picture a picture of him in my dairy, pretty much every single page was about him