Stars will fall. {Vic Fuentes}

Familiar face

(the year was now 2012)

I opened my window,it was a hot june night.

Summer had just started,and let me tell you it was HOT.

A breeze finally flew through my room.
I was drunk and it hit different.

I was looking for something under my bed.I really couldn't find my charger,and thats the place my drunk brain figured it would be.

My fingers touched a paper-like material.
I pulled it towords me just to put it back again quickly.

It took everything in me to gain the courage and look at it.

It was a picture of me and Vic.Vic Fuentes.
I sighed.That was a name I haven't tought about in a while.

Memories of us came flooding back.
The night we ended whatever we had was something I never looked forward to remembering.

I could feel my eyes tearing up,and I just let them be.

I hated him for everything he put me through.How could you just be the best person ever,and after that just ruin me to pieces?

Well,he wasn't the best.He basically only wanted me for sex,but still.

He had his arm around my waist,and we smiled for the camera.

I turned the picture upside down,then placed it back in its place.Under my bed.

I just stared out the window for a bit.I needed to calm down.

It was 2 years later,and I was still not over it.
As I saw stars shine outside my window,I knew there was a part of him that would never leave me.

I now find starlight strangely empty.

I had changed a bit.I was now 24,I had navy blue hair and snake bites.

I liked the new me,I just didn't like that a certain someone was sti on my mind,2 years later.

But I knew things took time to heal.

I decided to just sleep it off.My drunk brain desperately needed some sleep.
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Vic-

I woke up to Tony looking over me.

"Vic,we're gonna go and eat something,you just do you ig..."

It was yet another day of warped tour,and I was exited.

The guys left to go eat,and I decided to look over my lyrics book.

We had an album almost ready to come out,and I liked reading over my stuff,I liked admiring my work.

As I was flipping the pages,I stopped to read a song I didn't even know if I would keep in the album.It held emotional value to me,so I really wasn't looking forward to singing it live.

Im low on gas and you need a jacket.

This song was about someone from my past.It was about Lousie.

I have tought about her a lot since writing the song.

I could not believe how stupid I was for treating her the way I did.I was 27 and stupid,but as of now I've matured enough,at least I think.

I have been trying to forgive myself and move past it.Accept the truth.Its not like I could do something about it now.

But she still was an important part of my past,a character building memory.

I decided to start thinking less about Lousie,and start focusing more on the album.

The new album would be called 'Collide with the sky.' It was a pretty nice name,if I do say so myself.

I read over some other songs and just decided to get ready for the day.

I was still thinking about her,but not constantly.It was like a late-night tought.
Only came sometimes.

I quickly got dressed and put a cap on.It was sunny outside and it also was kinda my signature.

Warped tour was NOT for the weak.Singing,meeting fans and giving signatures doesn't seem that bad,until you have to do it IN THE SUN ALL DAY LONG.

At least we went to partys all night,so that was a plus.

On the new album,there was this song called 'King for a day'.It was a collab with Kellin Quinn,lead singer of sleeping with sirens.

Fans have been on my dick about making this collab,and I was thankful.The song was AMAZING,and Kellin was now like my best friend.We hit it off instantly.

I quickly locked the RV door and went to go find the guys,we had a show to play in 30 minutes.

But first,I was gonna go get a coffee.It was too early and drinking monster right now really didn't seem like a good idea.

I honestly liked walking.It was pretty relaxing and a way of 'talking to myself' without feeling crazy.

I was zooned out and didn't feel someone bump into me.I looked down at some navy blue hair.

"Im so sorry-" The girl said,I shook my head and reassured that it was no problem.

My eyes went wide as I looked at her,she looked a lot like someone from my past,to be more exact she looked like Lousie.

"Uhm,is your name by any chance Lousie...?" I asked shocked.She catched onto it and quickly ran off.

"Im sorry,thats not my name and Im in a rush,bye."

I had a feeling that was really her,but if it was,why would she lie? Wouldn't she wanna fight me or yell at me?

I decided to brush it off and said that it probably wasn't her,and I was again looking for familiar faces in other people.

I came to terms with the fact that she wasn't in my life anymore a long time ago,but I subconsciously looked for her face in every crowd of people.

I didn't even remember how she looked like that well,I knew I would soon forget the color of her eyes,and she'll forget mine.