Stars will fall. {Vic Fuentes}

Can we create something beautiful,and destroy it?

Author: Guys I have to make Vic just the slightest bit mean in this chapter so the story turns out.Bare with me.

It had been a solid 2-3 months since that happened.Me and Vic have developed this 'friends with benefits' situation,which I didn't really mind,right?

As of now,he was in tour.I haven't seen him in like 2 weeks,but I wasn't his girlfriend or anything so it wasn't expected for me too see him,and neither did I miss him much.

I was seeing other people,he was seeing other people,it was all so casual.

Vic had been texting me about the locations he will be in,hinting me to come,but I was stupid and didn't really catch on.

Vic-

I was texting Lousie,telling her all the citys close to San Diego we would have shows in.

When I saw that she wasn't catching on,I decided to just break the ice.

"Can you please just come to one show? I will get you a hotel,and after Im done we can head back to your hotel"

"You sure?Like I don't wanna cause too much trouble" She texted back.

Why was she always such an overthinker?
She was literally perfect and her company was amazing,I wished she could see that.

"Im 100% sure,I miss you" I hoped she missed me too.I knew we were very casual,but I still missed her and craved her presence.

We talked about arrangements,the hotel I would book her,how she would get there and she decided that she would come and visit.

I hoped she would,and I was happy.I missed her scent,the sound of her voice and her touch.

To be honest,she was pretty amazing.She did a lot of stuff for me and for us,even tough we were not dating and did not have the intention of doing so.

She was supposed to arrive later tonight,just after my show.Perfect.

I had booked her a hotel room,and I was DEFINITELY planning on heading there after the show.

While walking onto the stage,I almost tripped.I know,EMBARRASING.

I played it off and just walked on.We did out usual intro,and music started playing.

Singing felt so good,I loved the way I could make so many people scream(not in that way) and just have a good time.

My fav song to perform was definitely The New National Anthem.It was a gret song.

Summer and gold throw their colors at the dark

A mother tells her son 'Darling,look at the sparks'

But you hold my attention without even trying

A beautiful reflection from fireworks eyes

When I wrote those lyrics,I didn't have anyone in mind.But now,they always reminded me of Lousie. She did hold my attention in every room she stepped in,and she truly was a beautiful reflection from firework eyes.

This was our ending song.I was glad we could end an amazinf set with such a beautiful masterpiece.

I honestly didn't know how I wrote this,not to brag but it was good.

We got off stage,and backstage I waa greeted by Lousie.I missed her,a lot.

I was pretty sweaty from all the adrenaline but still hugged her.

I gently wrapped my arms around her and she did too.I also kissed the top of her head,since her head only reached my shoulder.

"I missed you" I said as I hugged her tight.

She mumbled an "I missed you too" then I pulled away,since I didn't want to get her dirty from my sweat.

Finally reunited.

She started yapping,which was my favorite trait of hers.She could talk all day,and I could listen to the sound of her voice forever.

We left the concert after it was over,and I didn't head back to the RV.Me and Lousie were gonna go to her hotel room,and I was gonna sleep there.

Sleeping in a big bed,cuddling a person I care about seems WAYYY better than sleeping in a cramped bunk bed,and it was.

As we reached her hotel,she had already checked in,we took the elevator up  a few floors and reached room 505.

We went inside and we were just talking.

"So,im assuming you're gonna stay the night right?"

I decided to tease her a bit "Nahh I don't wanna" She glared at me then said

"But I know you couldn't bare leaving"

She got me.She knew me too well.
"Got me" I responded and smiled.

Some time later we just started making out.
I was laying down on the bed while Lousie was on top of me.

I couldn't help but notice she looked sadder.She was usually very energetic and full of life,but now,she just seemed off.

I decided to just ignore it,maybe she was just a little tired from traveling here.

Our toungs interwined and I moved my hand up and down her back.

I also noticed that she seemed to be,a little more attached to me.I loved her too,but not in a romantic way.All we were was 'friends with benefits'.We could never be more,she just wasn't enough to be more.

She had been open to me about her pretty obvious...issues.Mental ones.And she just isn't exactly 'girlfriend material'.

Some time later we ended up fucking.

She was holding her mouth from making too much noise,and I was thrusting hard,but it felt emotionless.

I felt like I was distacing from her,and I didn't even know why.She was amazing,but she felt off,I felt off,everything was off.

When we were done,she changed in pijamas and we decided to sleep.

She was snuggled in my arms,and I was resting my chin on top of her head.

"You know,you're really soft." I said as a start,then I continued "But you seem off.."

"Me?" She said a but confused "I don't think im off,am I?" She continued to say.

I pulled away and looked her in the eyes "If you say so.." I knew she wasn't okay,and maybe it was mean,but I didn't quite care.

I continued to hold her,running my hands through her hair gently before falling asleep.

It was good.I was happy she was here,I genuinely was.But I could feel her getting attached to me,and unfortunately I was not getting attached to her.

Sure,I wanted her in my life,cared about her and didn't want her to leave my life,but I also didn't quite see a future in us.

I kissed the top of her head and went to sleep.