Jeongyeon Pov ...
Hughhhh now what ? how should i face her after this ? you such a dumb ass yo jeongyeon ! you selfish ! she not even know abt it ? that all ur fault at all ,, dont you dare to play victim why you not just tell her before ? ughhhhhh !!! now im her fiance like real fiance? all before that dreams just pop out inside my head to save the situation now ? its become reality ? like should i be happy for that ? i should that all u ever want to always be at her side , to protect her , to love her with all i have !
jeongyeon : " ughhhh you Paboooo ... what u even think yo jeongyeon ? " i looked down and disgusted with my own selfishness but this is all uncle akira want ? beside the media not just in japan in korea all over the world know abt what happened ofc my family and her family is well known family but i know this all just bullshit i know , me noooo either her family can save her reputation just like that ! why i say yes immediately to uncle akira last time ? why ! ughhh ...
I should check on her ? i know she have so many questions for me she had so many thoughts playing inside her head not being solved.. i should !! but what if she still reject to seeing ma face ? its oredy been 3 days ? fucking 3day after we officially engaged im not allowed to see her like ofc i can by force but thats not me she tell the maid like im not allowed at thereeee but ughhhhhh she will hate me if i just stay dumb in hereeee .... i need to fix things!!! ugh what ever i goo i gooo dont careeeee ! i looked at my watch show it oredy mid night everyone must be asleep just in case she still awake i wanna talk with her by myself like i dont care if she wanna heard it or not i must talk with herrrr ....
I started walking toward her room ,,, i determined reach the key of the door and try wanna open it but more shoke that door not being looked so i just knock the door and say im coming ! im not even wait for her answer or disturbing hanna sleeping ? im scared she try hard to avoiding me ! we need to talk ... when i enter the room i cant find anyone even mina and hanna ? the room was not so dark because it was lit by a lamp near the table ... where she is ? its already mid night ? did she bring hanna with her ? when i try turn back to the main door i got hit by someone behind me ...
Mina : " yeahh help !!!! help me ! there thief hereee ... " she yelled.. like wtf ? she hit me than she said im a thief ???
jeongyeon : " yeahh stop it !! its hurting me .. don't yell or everyone will wake up with youuuuu loud voice ! " i try to stop her while hold her both arm like she not even stop hitting ... " its mee ! its meee jeongyeon !! " i try to calm her down ...
Mina : " yeahhh ! why you in my room ? are you crazy ? didn't i told u ? no tell everyone i dont wanna see your face ? " she start yell at me but this time like its not loud but full of anger ...
Jeongyeon : " calm down !!! slow ur voice... we need talkkk .. how we wanna fix this situation if u not even wanna talk to me ? " i come near her more and put my hand at her mouth ... " shushh now calm down ... can u ? where hanna ? and where you go ? in the middle of night like this ... " ofc im worried abt hanna to ...
Mina : " go away ... dont lay ur dirty hand on me ! fix what more jeongyeon ? you have that opportunity , explain to me everything ? but what you choose? dont u say u hate me ? im the women who u assume as a bitch who can sleep with anyone without any feeling ? now u agree to engage with that girl ! after this what ? u wanna married that girl to ? " all the words that came out from her mouth feel like a very sharp knife and why she can be this aggressive? and rude ? why you questioning yo jeongyeon ? you turn her being like this ? this is all ur fault u deserve it ....
" now everything going so well like what u want ? what else do you want ? its not enough? you not even need my agreement so why need to talk with me ? " i can seee pain inside her eyes ,, why you can be such a worst person in this world yo jeongyeon ?
