Soap X Ghost

Overdose

Soap struggles with bad ptsd, depression and anxiety...

Soap turns around to see Ghost stumble back before dropping to the ground, blood pooling around him.. "Ghost!" He yells "no, no, no, NO!"
While he's distracted watching Ghost an enemy soldier sneaks up behind hims... BANG! He drops to the ground his vision rapidly fading as he sees ghosts lifeless face one last time...

Soap jolts up in bed, breathing heavy and sweat dripping down his forehead. His eyes dart around looking for Ghost. his eyes fall on the bed beside him he sees his lover sleeping peacefully, the blankets covering almost all of his face. Soap stands up and goes to bathroom careful not to wake ghost, he looks up into the mirror and splashed water on his face as he tries to calm down slightly...

He doesn't like you, you know?

What..?

Him... Simon... he doesn't like you

N-no he loves me

You really believe that?

Yea-yeah he says it all the time

He just feels sorry for you...

No.

Yes.

Shut up you're not real.

Everything would be so much better if you weren't here

Shut up.

Tears roll down his cheeks as he tries so desperately to ignore the voice in his head, he silently cries with his head in his hands.

Do it

No.

Do it.

I can't do that to him

He doesn't care.

He-he does

No he doesn't. Do it.

Soap quietly reaches to the medicine cupboard and grabs a random bottle of pills, he stares at the bottle in his hand as he slowly removes the lid.
He pours half the bottle into his hand as he looks back up at his reflection in the mirror

Do it.

I'm sorry Simon...

He lifts his hand throwing the pills to the back of his throat as he struggles to swallow them, he sits down against the wall, the regret hits him instantly. He slowly attempts to stand up as he makes his way back to their bedroom, his vision grows slightly blurry as his legs begin to shake.
He reaches out to Ghost as his legs buckle and he drops to the floor, his vision fading to black as he looks up at his lover "Simon.." he says, his voice barely a whisper

Ghost stirs in bed as he hears a low thud, his eyes slowly open, he looks around quickly noticing soaps absence in their bed. He sits up still half asleep as he looks for his boyfriend, his eyes widen as he sees a pale Soap lay on the ground beside him "Johnny?!" He yells as he quickly gets out of bed and rushes to his side "hey hey Johnny? Look at me!" He pats soaps face as he rolls him over "Johnny come on don't do this to me." He shakes Soaps shoulders in attempt to wake him "Johnny! Wake up for fucks sake! What did you do?!" Ghost asks with tears rolling down his face as he looks at his lovers lifeless body...
"Johnny... please..."