What is Love? ~Minsung

3- Jumpscare

Author's pov:

The three of them were sitting at the table: Felix next to Minho, Jisung in front of Minho. The atmosphere was pretty awkward because no one was talking. Jisung was starring at the table, he sometimes looked towards Felix and sometimes (lots of times) towards Minho, who was staring with nonchalance at Jisung. Jisung started feeling a bit uncomfortable. Felix knew he had to start a conversation first but he didn't really knkw what to say. But then Minho broke the silence.

Minho: "So you're 20 just like Felix", Minho actually already knew that because Felix would talk about Ji sometimes when he hanged out with his boyfriend, but just because Minho was always so curious that he wanted to know something new about Jisung everytime. He was just interested in observin people.

Jisung: "Yes "
Minho: "I'm 22. Do you go to university like Felix or?"
Jisung: "Yes, the same university"

Why is he asking these questions like this.

Minho: "Me too, but I never really saw you. I guess we don't attend the same classes. Neither with Felix actually "

Jisung: "mh"

Felix: "You know that Minho is also a great dancer? He dances in his free time but on a professional way, he's so cool. He goes up on stage too and perform some choreographies under kpop and pop songs. I want you to see him too, next time we'll go together". Felix was finally thinking that Jisung could really started to like Minho, so he was happy that they were having this conversation. He really eanted his best friend to like his boyfriend because they were the two most important people in his life.

Jisung: "Oh I see, ok" Jisung didn't want to go and see him. Actually he hoped to never see him again after that evening, but at the same time he didn't want to disappoint Felix.

Felix: "What about watching a film now? Just to spend some time"
Jisung felt relieved, at least he didn't have to talk anymore.

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Minho: "Oooo this is the new horror film that came out! "
Felix: "No no, we're not going to watch it. It would be too scary "
Jisung: "C'mon Felix, it's just a film. Plus we are here together with you, you don't have to be scared. "
Felix: "If I have nightmares tonight it will be because of the two of you! "
Minho: "So you like horror films too? " Minho asked looking at Jisung.
Jisung: "Yes it's my favourite genre"
Minho: "Same" said smiling. "We have somethin in common" continued to say.
Jisung: "Yeah..."

Talking honestly, Minho didn't have anything in common with Felix. He just liked him but he always felt guilty for not loving him as much as Felix loved him. He couldn't control his feelings tho. But being his boyfriend for 3 years made him realise everyday more and more that he was lying to himself about his feelings for Felix. He liked his personality obviously, but he was too sweet for him and they didn't really have something in common. They both liked watching anime, but that's it. Minho actually didn't care that much, but he wasn't able to really love him. He just liked his person, nothing more. That year of their relationship he started to feel quite uncomfortable around him. Maybe hanging out with him for so long was starting also to make him loose more and more interest in Felix. Minho knew that maybe he should break up with him, but something in his mind was telling him not to, that he would regret it.

Minho's pov:

Someone who enjoys watching horror films just like me, finally.

Author's pov:

While they were watching the film, Minho laid his arm on Felix's shoulders because he could see that he was a bit scared, but with his hand he slightly touched Jisung's shoulder (Felix was in the middle between the two). They both felt a shock. Jisung spountaneously looked at Minho behind Felix's head and Minho looked at him too. "Sorry" he said.
"Nothing" replied Jisung.