Luke
I wish things could be different. I wish that I could be with freya. Sadly due to the worst day in my now immortal life. The day I was turned. The day I attacked my family. They say they don't hate me. I don't understand why, I hate myself. I hate the unfair world. I grew up with freya. It's the Normal boy girl friendship till we were 15. When I grew a pair and told her I love her. My family was moving I didn't know if I was ever going to see her again. I had to tell her. She said she loved me. The human me not the monster I'm now. It took so long to gain control... not to kill everything with a pulse. When I was turned I went from looking 15 to looking 17. That's why we stayed away for so long. It killed me to be away from my heart my soul-mate.When my family and myself returned home we were met with werewolves warning us to watch ourselves. I suddenly remember the stories freya's grandfather told us of the cold-blood or blood-suckers as taylor called them. And about how the tribes people turned everytime a cold-blood came into town. He said that taylor would one day turn as would freya. Only thing freya would be stronger. That never shocked me she always has had a fire to her. This now kills my soul to know I girl I have loved since 15 will one day want to kill me. But some how this doesn't bother me. What does is her seeing me as I'm now... A monster.
