That Girl

Alpha Xi Delta Part 2

***TRIGGER WARNING***SEXUAL HARASSMENT&FIGHTING***

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Vanessa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

   There she stood. Cup in hand. Looking like the prettiest work of art on the wall. Talking with a guy...smiling...and laughing. Instantly I felt my heart sink. 

   Estrella was right. My cousin was just a chismosa. Marcilene isn't into girls. The way she was smiling and laughing with that guy...there's just no way she's into me.

   Just like all those years ago, I felt the world around me turn cold. All the noise of the party was blurred out by the thoughts in my head. I could feel my heart ache in my chest as if it was about to stop beating forever. 

   In the midst of my second heartbreak caused by the same girl I felt someone cling onto my arm. That's when the annoying voice of the girl, whose name I had already forgotten, infiltrated my ears.

    "Hey, you look kinda bummed out. Let's get outta here. We could go upstairs." the girl spoke as close as her height would allow her to get to my ear.

   I knew what she wanted, and I didn't really care. I didn't really want to be around this girl; but maybe it can shove this pain that I'm feeling out of my head. 

   Not taking my eyes off of Marcilene I raised my cup to my lips finishing my drink. Dropping the cup on the floor, I let the girl drag me away. I felt like a zombie as I was drug up the stairs and to a dimly lit room. I wasn't even really processing what was going on. I just kept replaying the sight of her laughing with that guy in my head. Feeling a piece of my heart shatter each replay.

   The girl was kissing on my neck; but all I could think about is how much I wished that was Marcilene. She pulled me on top of her onto the bed; but all I could think about is how her body shape didn't feel like what I imagined Marcilene's body shape would. She pushed my head down and so I obeyed, adding another body to the list. Fuck the list...I just want Marcilene.

   I tried focusing on the thudding music to block out the thought of Marcilene with that guy and the annoying moans of this girl. Suddenly I felt the girl's hand try and slip into the waistband of my jeans. I slapped her wrist. She jerked away and I continued what I was doing. Not even two minutes later this bitch was trying to slip down my pants again. This time I grabbed her wrist, stopping what I was doing.

   "Do you want to finish or not." I rudely spat at her. 

   Letting go of her wrist I moved to just using my hand. She began kissing on my neck again which came off as cringey to me but I didn't stop her. Then I felt her start to try and suck on my nack. I swatted her on the top of her head making her release my neck.

   I was fucking done. I didn't want to even be here with this girl. But now here she was trying to mark me up like she owns me or something. Like we're together. Hell no. What if she had marked me up and Marcilene had saw? Then I'd never have a chance with her.

   Fuck. She's probably downstairs flirting with that guy and here I was worried about how I looked to her.

   Getting up, I stopped and checked my neck in the mirror at the end of the bed. Good, no marks. I exited the room without another word to the annoying girl that I left on the bed. 

   Heading down the hallway to the stairs I could hear her around the corner. Ugh, just ignore her. Go find Estrella and convince her to take y'all home. But something about her tone sounded concerning.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Marcilene~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

   "Okay, but hear me out!" shouted my fellow section member, Johnathan; "If Dr Glaser was my daddy our section could have so many water breaks!"