AMOUR TOXIC-KMG

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AMOUR TOXIC - KIM MINGYU

Mingyu's pov

August, Monza, Italia

There is people everywhere around me. I can't clearly see any of them, the lights are changing too fast for it to happen and it's not like I care at all. I'm just by myself surrounded by tons of people, dancing, drinking, just enjoying my time as I'm in my late 20's. Yeah, this is what life is about.

Having two girls by my side, holding them with both my arms... They dance very poorly but it doesn't matter it's not what made me choose them to be by my side tonight. They were good looking and seemed to be up for whatever is going to happen once we get out of the club. Maybe I should ask the owner for one of the rooms on top of the club, those reserved for VVIP only... The music is hurting my head, I can already imagine what will my state be tomorrow, everybody  in the team will hate me, as usual but hey, at least I went to party before media day and not before the race, I'm getting better and better.

After paying my round more than three times I take the girls with me to my hotel, the owner of the club was nowhere to be found so we had to ask someone to drive us there. On the car's back seat I remember how much I like these nights, the girls are needy, kissing my neck, trying to unbutton my shirt, then my pants. If it wasn't for the chauffeur I would've let them be but poor Andrea didn't ask to be the audience of my lovemakings sessions with hot unknown girls. They are moaning in my ears, asking for more already and I feel the thrill inside me growing and it's showing.

What comes next is just as usual, Andrea makes sure the girls leave their phones in the car, I go up with the girls, we have sex, they sleep in the room while I get to mine, we make sure to leave them with breakfast and some change of clothes, their phones are back and we never meet again.

Andrea is my main chauffeur, I always drag him around when we're in Europe. He is Italian we met thanks to my manager and he has been my associate ever since. He understands my love for parties and clubs and helps me get away with it. He was the one suggesting the phone thing, this way no girl can take pictures or videos of us that could lead to me being in a tough spot. The girls I bring with me are always adults women who wants to spend the night with me. If one of them decide they don't want to go further then I make sure Andrea bring them home and then it's all forgotten about. I may be a man who likes casual hook-ups, alcohol and parties, I am not one to assault poor women, I hope I never achieve that scumbag level.

In that same vein, I never have sex with a woman without being protected, beyond not wanting to have a child for the time being, I would absolutely hate getting a std or giving one to someone. I often go to get tests and it always makes me happy when I see that I'm very clean and very able to keep that lifestyle. It may not appeal to everyone but it's how I enjoy my life. Nothing is bad with that. At least that's what I think. My team on the other hand doesn't like it as much. My manager always beg me not to go to clubs because he knows he will need to protect my public image, apparently a formula 1 driver shouldn't live as I do but it's not like I really care. People know I'm the life of the party, they just don't know how much nor how I end those party nights. Some on Twitter are questioning my behaviour but since nothing never comes out, they have nothing to rely on.

Next morning I'm on stage answering questions and interacting with fans, just another media day at first I don't talk that much, my head still aching from last night but soon the medicine works its magic and I'm back to my usual self, yapping on stage, just like the public likes.