⚠️Trigger warning: Violence and rape will be in this chapter. Will not go into graphic details of the rape but it will be mentioned.
After saving Tony's ass, he has been treating me differently. Almost like royalty as the other kids here will say. They either try to kiss my ass to get into a better position here or they just hate me more. It doesn't matter because attachments only cause pain. Too many of the kids I have come across from place to place disappear or are shipped somewhere else.
I'm better off on my own that way I do not have to mourn for anyone else. Living this life gives you a hard shell. You put up these walls so no one can touch you. I am one of those people who is somewhere in between. After killing Raymond I can't sleep properly and hardly eat.
"Munch!" Please call me something, anything besides that! Walking into Tony's office, I no longer walk in with my head down but held high. "Good, I didn't have to call for you again."
"Anything you need." Not that I really want to do it, but I have no choice!
"Reggie is no longer my second in command." What? "I cannot trust the bastard!" You don't trust anyone.
"Then..."
"You will be my second in command." No! Anything but that. Reggie is going to kill me!
"Why?"
"Are you questioning my decision?" I swear this man is bipolar. One minute he is cool or what can be described as cool around here. Then the next he is ready to slice your throat open.
"No." Shaking my head, because getting on his bad side is not good. "I'm just curious."
"You saved my life for one. Besides you have been to so many different places. I know you know the ins and outs of the Cartel, the mafia and whoever else has come your way. You observe everything. I have had my eye on you since you been here, and Montes has longer than that."
I wanted to go unnoticed but that is not going to happen now. Shit! "Okay, boss. What do you need me to do?" I am so fucked!
"That's what I like. We have a meeting in an hour. Go eat, have fun with one of the sluts here." I grimace at that hoping he doesn't notice. "I don't care but just be back here in an hour."
"Okay." I turn on my heels and exit his office.
This place is different from every other place I have been to. They deal in all sorts of illegal shit except pawning us off as sex slaves. Sure, he tells me to have fun with one of the other slaves that he calls sluts, but not one person has tried to take advantage of us like that. Walking into my room I shut the door. For the next hour I am just going to read and relax.
"You think you are so fucking smart." Shit! I should have paid better attention. "Are you letting him fuck you?!" What the hell is he talking about? "That's the only explanation why Tony would get rid of me for you!" Tony's not gay. I have seen him with plenty of woman and I am sure that he does not swing that way. "I should gut you for what you fucking did!"
Scrambling from the bed as he lunges for me with a knife. I need to get the fuck out of here now! I'm not fast enough as he slams me into the wall. The knife digs into my skin as his eyes roam my body. No! I know that look. I have seen it many times before.
"I didn't ask for this!" Any of it!
"I think you kind of did." I fucking did not! The knife tears the fabric from my skin, not only cutting my clothes but cutting me along the way. The knife stops at my dick, and I can't stop the tears from falling to save my life. "I'm going to teach you a lesson you will never forget. You will know your place after this."
Please don't!
Grabbing my neck, he throws me to the ground. I try to move away but I feel the knife dig into my leg. The zipper is loud in my ears, and I know what's going to happen next. I try to brace for it, but the pain is unbearable as he plunges his way inside me. The scream that leaves me is like none other I have heard before.
"Shut up! Before I slice your tongue out." The knife leaves my leg and is near my throat again. One wrong move and I am dead. "Now you're my bitch." Fuck you!
Maybe death would be better than this. I thought I was safe from this again, but I was wrong. I'm not strong enough to fight back but if I survive this that will change. Trying to block it out is harder than I expected as the knife is still pressed against me. I just need to wait until it's over with, then everything will be fine.
"Got nothing to say now do you." Grunting in my ear makes me want to throw up.
"Fuck you!"
My head gets slammed into the floor, everything fucking hurts, but I hear a noise that I know will be my salvation. The knife was dropped. Without thinking twice, I grab it, twist my body even if it hurts like hell and look into the monster's eyes.
"Got something to say."
"I'm a monster just like you." Driving the knife into his neck, stunned that I did that. I can finally get away from him as he moves out of me so fast.
If I don't finish this, I know I'm dead. The gurgling noises coming from him has the bile rising once again. I grab the knife and blood starts gushing out of his neck. Even though he's losing blood quickly he still tries to come after me, but I just stab him over and over again. The moment I see the life dim from his eyes I stop. That's when I realize what I have done and what he did to me. I throw up. Seeing the blood, the lifeless look in his eyes, I throw up some more.
I've killed again. I am a monster. Pulling up my pants, knife still in my hand I rush out of the room. Not thinking just going on instinct I walk into Tony's office. For the first time ever, I see shock on his face for a split second.
"Someone needs to clean up the mess in my room." My voice doesn't even sound like my own. I know now I am truly dead inside. "Your ex-second in command fucked with the wrong person."
His smile broadens. "I knew I made the right choice picking you. I'll get it handled. Get to the infirmary and get checked out. From now on you are now on Montes' payroll."
Nodding my head I walk out. Getting paid was always something I wanted to help me escape, but now I have lost all hope. There is no getting out of this life. I am truly fucked!
A/N: I promise in just a couple of chapters we will get to see Liam and how he is going to help save poor Davis's life. Or can he? We will just have to wait and see.
Until next time,
❤️Lexi💋
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