Love Letters to the World

I miss you.

I've been thinking of you recently.

My wide eyed brunette.

My first love. 

You appear in my dreams.

I miss you.

I know that I am better off without you.

But that doesn't mean I don't wish you stayed.

You ruined me.

And I let it happen.

Because I loved you.

Truly,

Genuinely,

Wholeheartedly,

Loved you.

I know you can't say the same.

And I wish sometimes that I meant to you what you meant to me.

But I can't change what is.

One day, I'll love again.

You'll be a distant memory,

A lesson.

But that doesn't mean

I won't miss you.

Because I will always,

Miss you.