Taylor & Travis one shots

Clingy

a/n
okay so this is low key not proofread i'll get to that later but still wanted to give you something 🫶🏻

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Taylor's pov

I wake up alone in bed which when i'm in Kansas City is normal because travis has football and other obligations he has to go too, but it was Sunday morning which means it's his day off. I take a second and look around the room and I see that bathroom light on.

I really don't want to get up but I also really just want travis, but for absolutely no reason I feel this overwhelming dread. I don't want to get up, eat, or really talk. I stare at the door waiting for travis. I drift off a few times but then finally travis comes out of the bathroom "good morning baby girl" he says

I just look at him for a second and hold my arms out. Travis climbs back into bed and pulls me on his chest, I nuzzle my head into his neck while he runs his hands through my hair. "you feeling okay baby girl" he asks but i don't answer "tay honey are you okay" he asks again stoping his hands from massaging my scalp

I just shrug hoping it's enough, I mean how do you tell someone how you feel when you don't even know. He just nods and continues playing with my hair with one hand the other wrapped around my waist holding me to him. "why don't you get some more sleep my love" he says pulling the blanket back over us.

I readjust a little to be more comfortable and fall back asleep on top of Travis. I hear him sigh probably disappointed or worried. I mean this probably isn't how he wanted to spend his day off.

"ya i'm really worried, she's barely said a word all morning. I know sometimes it all gets a little to much but I would rather her sit here sobbing then not talking" I hear travis say on the phone with someone. He clearly hasn't noticed i'm awake yet, but i don't want him to worry i'm fine, I just wish my voice would work to tell him that

I wiggle a little to act like i'm waking up "okay I got to go she's waking up" I hear him say putting his phone down "hi beautiful" he whispers and i give him a slight smile "okay I know you might not want to but, we are going to go downstairs and get some food in you" he says and I roll off of him wrapping my self in the blanket

I want nothing less then to get out of bed, it's so warm and safe I don't want to leave "I know honey but you need to eat" Travis says getting up and picking me and my blanket up and walking downstairs holding me like a koala. He sets me down at the kitchen table sliding me a plate of fruit, one of my number one comfort foods.

He sits down next to me placing a fork down next to my plate. I just lay my head on his shoulder dying to be close to him. I think he senses what I need and pulls me to sit in his lap  with my back against his chest "I got you tay please just eat a few bites for me" He says begging holding a cube of cut water melon on a fork to my mouth. I take a tiny bite and then tuck my head into his neck breathing in his sent

"baby that's not enough, we can lay in bed for the rest of the day you just need to eat some more" ugh but i don't want to, I just want to lay in bed why doesn't he get that. And more importantly why can't I just tell him. He gently uses his finger to pull me chin up to look at him still holding the watermelon up to my lips. I take a normal size bite and swallow it.

"good job baby girl" he says picking up a piece of a strawberry holding it up to my lips. we repeat this process a few times im pretty much in auto pilot kind of zoned out. It's only when travis picks me up and carry's me back to our room that I start to be aware again. We walk into the bedroom and he walks right by the bed and into the bathroom

I just want to go to bed! He helps me go to the bathroom and wash my hands and then finally carries my back to bed. The second he lays me down in bed I melt into the blankets and I feel travis kiss me on the head but not join me in bed, he starts waking towards the door "trav" I barely whisper