My Online boyfriend bkdk

Part 4

Bakugos pov

Ever since I started having suspicions that my online boyfriend may or may not be Deku, I'm trying to keep a distance from my boyfriend because I just don't know what I would do if he ended up to be Deku. I mean, the story he told me about matched what happened to me the same day, and plus they're both all might obsessed nerds, and they're both kind and gentle. So honestly, I wouldn't really mind continuing dating him even if I found out he was Deku. He just can't know who I am, but that isn't fair to him.

But that's not even the reason why I don't want him to find out who I am. He really was Deku. I told my online boyfriend stuff about me; not even my mom knows about it. I've been such a dick to him about who I was. He would tell the whole school stuff that I really, really don't want anybody to know. It will ruin me.

I'm planning on asking my boyfriend for a face reveal sometimes a day, but I hate it. I'm really scared. I don't want to lose my boyfriend over this. But I can't keep being with him if he really is Deku. I can't keep being a dick to him the last few days. I've tried to be nicer to him, even going to his house and getting the extras to leave him alone, even if it's just for a few class periods.

I lie on my bed and take a deep breath. As I open the Discord app (yeah, they use Discord😂)) I slowly starttyping.g

Kia: Hey, can I ask you something?

Allmight_NO.1FAN: Yes! What's up?

Kia: So, uh, do you want to do a face reveal...

Allmight_NO.1FAN:OMG, YES FINALLY!

Allmight_NO.1FAN: Wait, but are you sure?

Kia: Yeah

Allmight_NO.1FAN: But why now? You never wanted to before?

Kia: I just thought it was about learning who each other really are, you know, behind the screens.

Allmight_NO.1FAN: Okay, if you're sure, I'll go first to make you feel better about it😊

Kia: I'm fine.

Allmight_NO.1FAN: You don't seem too fine, though😒

Kia: I'm always fine.

Allmight_NO.1FAN: I don't know about that. I'll just have to see😂

Kia: Shut up and go already.

Allmight_NO.1FAN: OK OK

Bakugos pov

I cover my finger over the block button. Because it is deku, I have to block him. I just have to. I'm literally praying that it's not deku. I don't want to lose my boyfriend over this, but I don't want to lie to him either.

*sends picture*

*Art not mine*

Allmight_NO.1FAN: Heh, sorry, I couldn't find any other picture without my school uniform in it😅

When I see the photo, I quickly press the block button. Oh my fucking god, it's him. It's actually Deku. SHIT SHIT SHIT Why won't that little Twerp Just leave me alone. I swear to God he's everywhere.

And the worst part about it is that I really, really enjoyed talking to him, especially talking to him, and I don't know why I didn't recognize his voice like we talk to all the time.

And I really enjoyed playing games with him. Even though he would lose almost every single round, somehow that never pissed me off because it was him. I swear anyone did that. Lost every round. Like a fucking Loser, I would block them so fast. I mean, it's not like I really played with anyone other than him. But he was different; Deku is different.

I quickly deleted the Discord app. And put my phone down on my bedside table. Shit shit, I gotta sleep this off because I really, really messed up. I don't even think I could face Deku tomorrow. But he doesn't even know that I was his boyfriend. Maybe I could change things up. Maybe even be nicer to him. I never really liked the fact that the bullying went this far.

I close my eyes and try to go to sleep. Hoping I have some fucking guts tomorrow.

Dekus pov

What did he just block me? My online boyfriend of 2 years just blocked me because of the way I look. Am I really that ugly? I mean, I know I'm not attractive, but... Oh god, I really can't do anything, right? Am I that unlovable and that ugly?

I quickly deleted the app. Wanting nothing to do with him In the future, I pathetically cry in my pillow because I just lost all my boyfriend because of a face reveal! You know what? If he's just going to leave like that, then he was never worth it. Even if I was... actually falling in love with him That was the worst part.

The rest of the day I didn't do anything but cry and sleep. My mom knocked on my door, asking if I was OK, but I didn't have any energy to answer or even eat. That's how useless and pathetic I really am... I didn't know Heartbreak hurt this much. School is going to be hell. Tomorrow, if I can't keep it together