𝑫𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝑯𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇

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November 24, Monday ● 3:03 pm

KHALANI MALIKA KINS | 18

Folding away the last of my dry clothes, I stuffed them into the draw before exhaling a breath I didn't even know I was holding

Looking around the room I smiled feeling satisfied at how clean the room is

Spend all day a tidy up, now I just want to have a bath, eat and sleep

Laying down on the ground I picked up my phone unlocking it, opening Instagram I clicked on a random story and began watching from there

Scrolling through the ones that didn't seem interested I closed it and went over to my dms

Scrolling through I stopped at a specific one that caught my eye

Kimani_ khal stop fuck roun mi medz

Hissing my teeth I blocked yet another fake account that he has created and exited the app altogether

Kimani was my first boyfriend and he was the one that took my innocence and I regret that day so much. Mi did young and when him pressure me fi sex mi give in and I wish I didn't

When I found out he was involved that deep into the badness that goes on in Clarendon I broke up with him

I remove my self from the relationship and still after 2 years he cannot seem to grasp that we are no longer together and that I'm free to do whatever I want with my life

"Khal!" My mother shouted from downstairs bringing me out of my thoughts

Why she a bawl out mi name so

Quano went for her this morning because she wants to spend the day with us, she's been in the kitchen ever since she arrived speaking on the phone with her sister, aunty dona

Getting up off the floor I picked my phone up pushing it into my shorts waist before going downstairs

"Mommy?"

"A suh khal get big, weh ya feed her pan lyn" she pulled me into a hug and I gave her a half smile keeping my hands at my side

I hate physical touch from certain people

Pulling away she held my hand above my head causing me to spin and I sighed

Staring at the slim black woman infront of me I looked over at my mother she smiled and I hissed my teeth mentally