TANGLED LOVE || jaden walton

~ dirty liar ~

ღ ~ serenity's pov ~ ღ

The butterfly's were still in my stomach as i looked into jaden's eyes. God they were beautiful. My phone then buzzed so i pulled it out of my pocket and i saw it was from Javon.

Javon 👊

Javon 👊 : Can you come up to my room i want to speak to you.

Me: Ofc im coming now!

I told Jaden I was going to talk to Javon and he looked at me weirdly. We had just kissed and he's already looking at me like that. I decided to ignore it and i went up to Javons room, saying hi to daelo along the way. I knocked on his door and heard a "come in" so i opened it and sat on his bed. His attention went from his computer to me and he sat beside me. He put his hand through mine and he took a breath in. Uh oh.
"Ive been thinking a lot about you, about us and i decided to tell you how ive been feeling as it hurts my chest physically not being able to tell you." My heart was racing. His thumb started to caress my hand.
"Seren, ive fallen for you big time. I love spending time with you and whenever your not around your spinning through my head and no matter if i try to distract myself your always in the back of my mind. I know you and Jaden had something going on and im not sure if you like him but i just wanted to let it out."
I could feel tears forming in my eyes. He just poured out his whole heart to me. I stood up and held his other hand signalling for him to stand up. We looked at eachother in silence but it was comfortable silence. I leaned in and kissed him softly. We pulled away but he leant back in this time making it deeper. Deja vu? He then picked me up not breaking the kiss but then the door swung open..

"Seren you forgot y-" He looked at me in shock. "What is going on in here." He said firmly.
"Im kissing her?" Javon said not understanding why Jaden was annoyed. I stood there in silence with tears forming in my eyes again. This time it wasn't from happiness.
"Not even 10 minutes after confessing to me and kissing me are you already getting with my twin. You're unbelievable." I felt a tear roll down my face. I couldn't believe this was happening. Javon then turned to me with disbelief on his face.
"What is wrong with you? i poured my whole heart out to you and i believed that you liked me back but your kissing him aswell. You're a dirty little liar Serenity I don't know why we gave you a second chance." Javon said also with tears in his eyes. That was it, i started sobbing and ran out of his room and went home. How could i ruin my chance again. They already gave me a second chance there was no way i was getting a third.

Time skip

I was sat in my bed watching greys anatomy again. My mascara had run down my cheeks and i skipped dinner. My mum came up with some food and asked me what happened but i was too ashamed to tell her. I decided to text Jayla to see if she can help me so i went to grab my phone but then realised. Oh no, i left it in Javon's room. I had no choice but to tell my mum what happened if i had any chance of asking her to get my phone.

After i told her the whole story, She looked disappointed but also sorry for me. She knew i would never intend on hurting anyones feelings but somehow i keep doing it accidentally. She said the best thing to do is go get my phone by myself. Great.

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Im back!!! Again.

Anyway seren screwed up again sorry guyss