remember when i texted u and i had asked why ur at Rachaels? i told u i meant the question as like an "oh cool. why r u at rachaels?" but that was a lie. well a half lie. i did kinda mean it like that, but also when u said it i was jealous and kinda mad. like not really mad but i was feeling hatred toward her. bc i will literally never forgive her for tearing out my heart when she wrote that message for u that broke off our friendship. i genuinely will forever keep that grudge. i never told u this, but after that, when i thought about you i wanted to cry and thrøw up at the same time. i hrt myself bc of that. it genuinely broke me so much. i dont like rachael. i'll tolerate her if im ever around her with u, but i still wont like it. im sorry i lied. and im sorry about all this.
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Speaking from a distance
AléatoireS.💜 i'll always love you my pretty girl, even if it has to be from a distance💜 i cant speak to you, so I'll say everything from a distance. I'm sorry. this is just for you, S. i love you. i will be writing something every day for like fucking ever...
