Yours (Taekook)

chapter 17🍀

Taehyung was right now in his office. He was staring at the files placed in front of him. His mind thinking about something really deeply and he was confused. Confused a lot but then shuggered it off.

He tried to concentrate in his work again but again a certain face, button nose, thin lips, rosy chubby cheeks, fluffy hair, pale skin, galaxy doe eyes, come to his mind. He shake his head again and tried to concentrate in his work. His mind was clouded by that face majorly. Like a bubble of air in the vast sea, another face, long hair, almond eyes, button nose, heart shaped lips, tan skin, slim and soft, mesmerizing eyes, was also into his mind.

However, the certain bunny boy was like water and another girl was like air bubble in the ocean heart of taehyung. She keep coming but pop out whenever a wave strike. It continued and he ended up grabbing his hair tightly. He try to ignore jungkook but he doesn't know why it was hurting him.

He doesn't want to hurt jungkook just because he is miserable and stuck in his past. What in the world should he do? What should he do to get rid of those all thoughts? He thought that ignoring jungkook will make him feel less in sin but seeing the efforts make by jungkook made him rethink if he is doing right or wrong.

He doesn't know why but he try his best to move on from his past. It's called past for a reason right? However he felt bad.. he felt like a sinner. If he can leave her for jungkook then how can he be sure that he will last with jungkook? Isn't he cheater? A player.. he feels scared and caged in such a way that when he thinks he has taken two steps towards present, his past pull him ten steps back.

His mind only say such things like 'where is your love now? You are a cheater.. you will cheat on him too and then break his heart as well.' taehyung sighed and held his hairs tightly. He doesn't want to listen to those words. He wish he could live in this universe alone. He wish he lay in his own void and cry.

He is not a cheater.. just because he could give someone chance.. he is not a cheater. However he wonder if tomorrow someone do the same as jungkook, will he give her or him a chance? He will cheat again? Why his heart can't settle to one person? His love but it was running opposite.. against his own will.

"What's it taehyung?"

Taehyung heard and now looked up at jimin who came as it was the end of their work hours. Taehyung shake his head and stood up, collecting the things up and sliding then into the drawer.

"Taehyung, you can tell me anything you know that right?"

Taehyung nodded and now after placing the things at right place, he walked out of there. He was followed by jimin behind. Almost everyone has left now from there so every corner was silent but then they heard a machine voice.

They both looked the side. It was jungkook. Teh juice was fallen on the floor, entering each corner of the office room and he was frozen, looking at the machine.

"Jungkookie?"

Jimin spoke and that seems to take jungkook back to the world. Jungkook looked at jimin and then at taehyung. His heart clenched but he remained calm.

"Y.. yes h.. hyung?"

"It's time to go. Let's go it's late.."

Jungkook smiled at him a bit and nodded his head.

"Just a file and I'll go.. bye.."

He said and was about to go but slipped down. That when he realised that he was still holding a juice cup, floor has juice over it and the machine was still open.

He fell down and his hand cracked. However, he stood up again before anyone could come and hold him.

"Jungkook go home. Call suga h.."