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Celeste POV
(Dont start the song till you see lyrics, if you can't scroll that far with the music on just listen to the first verse and then read it or something idk.)

Today was recording day so me and the boys was in here tryna get this song together, but Cass couldn't get his verse right, as always. He always makes our recording sessions long because he's either going too high, too low or just can't find the right note. I have to work with him the most for that reason, now don't get me wrong, he's a very talented singer and dancer, I choose him for a reason but he gets nervous and starts overthinking, which causes him to mess up.. I try to help him the best way I can.

"Okay..Cass do this one verse over please?" I replayed the recording to show him where he messed up, he smacked his lips getting frustrated listening to it. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into a hug when he started crying. "I'm s-sorry." He started full on sobbing which caught the attention of the other members, he's always been the emotional one. "It's okay, I understand. You don't have to finish it today, I'll just do mine okay? Drink some water and rest." I pat his back as seren came over to comfort him and I went into the Booth.

"Honestly I feel like he'd do better doing his solo song, him having his own sound might make him get into it more." London said looking at me, and I looked at Cass. "Would you rather do that?" I asked him and he nodded, I agreed and told London to start the music for the song. I was doing my solo song, all four of us had to do a solo song and one together for the album and I was doing mines now. Once the beat dropped I started singing the first verse.

(My oh, my oh my
My oh, my oh my)

Oh, my oh, my oh my
Why's it every night
I'm feeling so sleepless?

Oh, why oh, why oh why?
I'm losing my mind
Maybe you're the reason.

'Cause darling, I'm scared
That you might wake up loving someone new
And darling, I'm scared when everything leads back to you.

Started as friends, but less than lovers
It's all making sense
On days, I'm thinking about us

I can't pretend
I never wondered
If you need me like I've needed you

Yeah, I know I'm so selfish
Hate the thought of someone else
Making you laugh, smiling, happy, if it ain't me or myself

I overthink, over obsess
That's what I do best
And if they'd ask me, I'd say-

The music suddenly shut off and I looked up confused until I saw like three dudes and our manager standing in the room. I walked out the Booth still looking confused. "Zane why the fuck you got these bodybuilder lookin ass niggas up in hea?!" Zane ugly ass immediately deadpanned me. "These the new bodyguards dumbass!" My mouth turned to an 'O' shape. "ohhh damn I forgot that was happening today.."

"Any fucking ways, this is Dorian, 'E', and Del." He says pointing to each guy. I scrunched my face up. "Nuhuh. I need real names, the fuck kinda name is 'E'?!" Zane groaned and gave me a stern face. "That is his name nigga, na introduce yo self and stop making me look bad!" I rolled my eyes. "My name Lyric."

Zane side eyed me. "How you gon tell them to give real names and you give them a stage name? Bogus as fuck." I smacked my lips. "My life in they hands, not the other way around." I put my hands on my hips.

"Anyways...y'all gone introduce y'all selves or just keep starring?" Zane asked the rest of the group. "We was waiting on you and Lyric crazy asses to stop arguing over NOTHING!" London yelled pointing at us, "anyways, I'm flo, nice to meet y'all."

Me and Zane rolled our eyes at him and folded our arms subconsciously doing the same thing. "Mm-mm-mm...sassy ass niggas." Seren finally butted in to say sum unnecessary ass shit, like ain't you supposed to be introducing yo self?

"Shut the fuck up and introduce yo self nigga." He mugged me and then smiled at the bodyguards. "I'm Star, nice to meet you" he shook Del's hand. Mm-mm-mm...just a hoe ass nigga I swear, I know that look. "Anyways..I'm Cass." He finally said something after watching the whole conversation.

All three of the bodyguards looked at each other before one of them spoke. "This ain't what I expected at all, y'all ghetto as fuck." Del said and all five of us mugged him. "Nigga..what did you expect?" He shrugged. "Ion een know.."

"Exactly, unnecessary ass comment AND unprofessional! I should fire yo llama neck ass." I rolled my eyes and the one standing in the middle laughed a lil bit, it was low but I heard it, that shit was sexy as hell, when I really paid attention to him I realized that this nigga was fine AS. FUCK. like fo'real fo'real.

"Alright. Y'all gone spend the day getting to know each other so wrap this shit up, deuces!" Zane said walking his fugly ass out the studio. I sighed knowing this was bout to be a long day of socializing, something I don't wanna do at all.

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Hey y'all so sorry if this chapter don't make sense or is all over the place, that's my bad and I'll fix it but yeah anyways, the song above is the song Celeste is singing, and yeah. BAI.

-BLU