school bus graveyard (short stories)

what are we? - taylyn

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very "important" rant at the end of this fic

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ashlyn's POV:

I was laying on taylor's lap at 2am in the morning while she fiddled with my hair and hummed. It was so peaceful. Except I started to remember what Logan was asking me this morning. We were talking about his and Ben's relationship and how they were moving on strongly. He paused though. 

"What's going on with you and Taylor? Anything new?" Is what he said. 

I was so confused at the time, me and Taylor were just friends. We shared foods, told each other jokes, sat on each others laps (not weirdly.), held each others hands, kissed sometimes, cuddled a lot. 

Normal friend stuff right? 

When I told him all of that he just snickered and explained how me and Taylor didn't act like just friends. Him and Ben had been dating for quite a while and apparently they'd been doing all the same things, so had Tyler and Aiden (but I'm pretty sure they're still working things out between them). 

I started to slowly realize...me and Taylor may have been more than friends?

I grunted a bit, 'Tay?' 

She stopped humming and continued playing with my hair, 'Yes ash?' 

'What are we?' 

The silence was thick in the room, Taylor's hands  retracted from my hair. I knew I shouldn't have asked that. I grew tense and was about to sit up and apologize and beg her not to leave before she spoke. 

'What do you wanna be?' 

Ok...weird. I just  thought she would say friends and call it a day. Maybe Logan was right? I couldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing that, but I was still laying on her lap too, I owed her an answer. 

I didn't really know what I wanted to be. I've never liked girls, or boys or anyone in particular, what would change?

'I don't know.' That didn't sound helpful at all, I mentally slapped myself for saying that. 

Taylor's expression softened and she smiled at me, 'Do you want to go on a date with me ash?' 

What.

What was she even asking? I wanted to but what would I wear, where would we go, what would I say or do? I think she could tell I was panicking so she kissed my cheek gently, I blushed a bit but I was kinda used to kisses by now. She tilted my head (gently) towards her.

'It can be somewhere quiet. That just you and me know...one date to know each other, even if we know each other well enough. Anything to make you comfortable.' She whispered.

Anything for me? Well she didn't really say that but that's what I thought. 

'yes.' I muttered, 'Lets cuddle again now.' 

She giggled slightly, I wanted to say more but I couldn't bring myself too. What would I say? "Will you marry me?" ok that was an overstatement. 

But I won't lie I loved when she said she'll do it for me. 

I snuggled to her stomach area and laid my head there, wrapping my arms around her waistline, she continued her humming and untangling my hair with her pinky. Soon I was falling asleep in the arms of (hopefully) my future lover. 

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Aww this ship is cute. 

But back to buissnes. 

People have been hating on some certain sbg ships for a while now and I just wanted to say that it's not nice at all. I know alot of people say that ships like starbase (tyler and logan) or benlyn (ben and ashlyn) don't make sense. But let ppl have their rarepairs or ships. If they are really invested in it (like me with starbase) they can prove why and how they ship it. 

There are alot  of ships I don't get in this fandom like tyden (tyler and aiden) or aidler (aiden and taylor) but i'll still write it cause everyone has there opions and that doesn't mean I should not listen to others cause I don't agree with them

!no hate to my boy aiden! 

So when I see peopl ehating on ships that have a right to be there and arent incent or morally wrong it actually makes me cringe becuse everyone has a right to ship. They have done this to so many fandoms I'm apart of and because of that I left alot. 

Also people should stop sexualizing these teenagers. I won't lie modern teenagers there age do alot of freaky thhings but just for them, lets keep it PG.

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next fic will be tyden!!

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byye!