The Next Door (21+)

5.

( Still Blak's P.O.V )

I kissed her, fulfilling my long wait and wish now. I am kissing my Luna.

I didn't separate our lips and instead of it i deepen the kiss by pulling her little closer to me but it was wrong she is fucking small and fragile.

I kissed her with full intensity, her tiny fist hitting my chest made me laugh softly. It was endearing, but it only heightened my craving to kiss her more and experience every bit of her mouth, her mouth that tasted so sweet.

I gently nibbled on her lower lip before slipping my tongue into her mouth, savoring her sweet taste.

I felt her protest in the kiss, but I wasn't thinking clearly. Luna was the only thing on my mind clouding my thoughts. The only thing i could think was how she is under me.

I felt a sharp pain on my cheek, realising she slapped, and I broke our beautiful kiss. I could see rage on her face which is totally red now because of lack of oxygen and she spoke while taking deep breath "WHAT ARE YOU DOING BLAKE HAVE YOU LOST IT??"

Yes, I have lost it. I have lost my mind because of you; I lost my sleep because of you. I lost my sadness and pain because of you. I lost everything because of you. I was unable to utter a word as I observed her flushed face, inhaling the air.

My eyes never left her face, and I held her arms and pulled her closer. Shock was clear on her face. Well, too much clear that she started wiggling in my arms. I don't know what's inside me that's getting angrier as she wiggles more. "Stop it Luna. it's already hard for me to control"

She froze and looked up at me. Fuck-

her- her eyes are innocent shit- I'll hurt my luna.

I pushed her away slowly, sighed, ran my fingers through my hair, and locked eyes with her, realizing she was watching my face intently. A chuckle, unfamiliar even to me, escaped my lips. " Pushing me away and then staring?? don't play this game babe, You do not know how much you face wants to be smashed on my bed"

She looked down at her red cheeks and she pushed me and walked to the table and left my house. A groan escaped my mouth as I leaned against the kitchen island and smirked at the door.

" I just kissed you now babe soon I'll mark you mine Luna. "

~🥀~

( LUNA'S P.O.V )

I reached to my room slammed the door locked and leaning against it and I could feel my heart beating so so fast that it might pop out of my chest.

Oh My God... What's wrong with me how can I let him kiss me. Blake kissed me. I don't know why my brain made my fingers touch my lips and i could feel my cheeks heat up.

Shit-

This isn't right, I don't know why I can still feel his lips on mine, Oh Lord I am losing my mind i should take a shower. I quickly undressed and stood under the shower, cold water hitting my skin making chills run down my spine.

I closed my eyes feeling the cold water on me, but as soon as i closed my eyes the scene of Blake kissing me came in front me. I could see how he was holding my throat tightly i bet they have his finger marks now.

My cheeks were burning again and i slapped myself "What's wrong with you Luna.. Stop thinking about him" I said to myself and I looked down at my body slowly being on fire under chilling cold water.

Something is wrong with me.

That was the only thing I could think of now and more than that, I sat under the shower and hugged my knees and hide my face between my knees. "My student Blake Finnegan just kissed me?? but why does it affect me so much? "

My heart again began to beat fast as i it wanted to come out of my chest. That kiss did affect me way too much. "I should finish my shower." I finished my shower, wore a night till my thighs and lay on the bed and a long sigh left my lips.

I looked at time and another sigh left my lips 11: 56pm. I looked at ceiling and I don't know why again I got through of Blake. Well, to be honest, up until now I never noticed his features. His toned skin, his face with a little rough texture, His smooth messy brown hairs matching his dark brown eyes. "I should stop now. I am thinking too much about him but- Honestly, he is way too handsome for someone 21-year-old. "

I turned to the other side, sighing and staring at the wall filled with pictures of me and my son. I quickly hid myself under the blanket as if there was some ghost in the room. I slowly closed my eyes because I could understand the words escaped my lips..

" What have you done to me Blake..."

with that, I drifted to sleep...