Eternal Sunset [ Jay ]

4

Jiyoo

When I woke up early, I took a shower and cleaned myself and when I came out of my room I saw my aunt and her daughter Nami sitting and eating breakfast

"Jiyoo, don't worry, we will also give money for the expenses here at home because I have a job and I hope you also have a job so that I don't have a hard time working" Aunt said

"Okay..... don't worry I have work and also don't mess with my valuables here and just mind your own business" I said and left I didn't eat breakfast anymore because I lost my appetite and I'm used to having breakfast only once

When I got to the school gate, I saw Hye-won waiting for me "Hi, good moring" I greeted him with a smile

"Good morning girl, aren't you going to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up? I'll go with you, okay?" she said

"Yes, I'm going tomorrow, but don't come with me, just rest at home, okay? I don't want to bother you" I said while still smiling

"I'll go with you okay?" she said while pouting

"Alright, but we're going to be late" I said while walking quickly to the classroom

While listening to the teacher's discussion in the front, I always looked at Jay, he didn't seem like he was okay, he seemed to have just recovered from crying, he seemed to have cried all night, so I was worried

After a few hours, it was time for lunchtime, so I waited for Jay to see if he would leave the classroom until we were left in the classroom, he didn't feel like eating since we were also in the classroom, I thought of approaching him and asking him what his problem was, if he was okay

"Jay won't you eat?" I asked him and he raised his head to look at me

"No"

"Are you okay?" I asked him because I was worried about him

"I'm fine..."

"No, you don't look okay, do you have a problem or a fever?" I asked him and touched his forehead to see if he had a fever, but he was fine, maybe he had a problem

"Jay you can tell me your problems, I'll just listen" I said

"I'm fine, I don't have a problem" he said and tried to smile to convince me that he's fine but I could see the pain in his eyes

"Alright, if you're okay, let's eat, just like you said, it's bad to be hungry" I said so I could convince him to eat

"Ji....... I don't feel like eating and I'm really okay and so leave me alone and eat, don't make yourself hungry because of me" he said and I smiled at him and left

I left to buy him food, I don't want him to be hungry even though I'm already hungry because I haven't eaten since morning, I can bear it but I don't want jay to be hungry so after I bought banana milk and food, I immediately returned to the classroom to give Jay the food I bought

"Jay, eat first" I said as I handed him a paper bag with food

"Ji, I said I'm fine, just eat it, I know you're not eating" he said and handed me the paper bag back but I didn't take it

"Jay it's okay I've already eaten so take it okay" I said and suddenly my phone rang so I immediately looked at it and Jake texted me to go to the rooftop

"Jay eat that okay I'm leaving" I said and left to go to the rooftop "Why is he asking me to go to the rooftop maybe he will say something important" I asked myself

When I got to the rooftop I saw Jake sitting so I approached him

"Jake, why are you sending me here, what do you need?"

"I saw you buy food when I thought it was for you but I saw you give it to Jay, so you didn't eat?" he asked me

"Jay doesn't want to eat because he has a problem and he neglects himself. Do you know what his problem is?" I asked him but he just handed me a paper bag filled with food

"No, I'm fine, I'm not hungry yet"

"No, you need to eat so take it" he handed me the paper bag again and I just took it

"Thank you Jake" I said and he stood up from where he was sitting "That's why Jay is acting like that because of someone he loves the most" Jay said and I got even more worried "Eat that, don't neglect yourself because of worrying about other people" he added and left

"Is it because of his family or because of the woman he loves that he behaves like this?" I asked myself if it was because of the woman he loved the most, she shouldn't have hurt Jay so much, maybe she doesn't deserve the love that Jay is giving him jay is very loving and kind to people especially the person he loves but why is she able to hurt jay

"I'll just invite jay to watch the sunset with me later so he can get rid of the problems he's feeling for a while" I said to myself and smiled

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After class, I saw Jay walking in the hallway, so I immediately approached him to invite him to watch the sunset with me.

"Jay, come on so you can forget the pain you're feeling for a while, join me to watch the sunset" I said to him while smiling.

"Ji I don't want"

"Alright, so you can forget about your problem, try to agree, please?"

"Ji please said I don't want it, I just want to go home now" he told me and was about to leave when I grabbed his wrist to stop him from leaving

"Jay please agree please please......"

"I don't want to"

"Please..."

"Ji, didn't I tell you that I don't want to go with you, are you stupid so you don't understand me or are you really stupid because you don't seem to understand, I want to be alone so leave me alone and no matter what you do, I will never like or love you........" he said loudly and at the same time he left, I couldn't stop my tears from falling what he said hurt so much and since there weren't many people in the hallway anymore I shed tears because I was so hurt

While tears continue to fall, Ara and her friends come and laugh

"We've seen it all and heard it's fun to watch, does it hurt?" Ara asked and they laughed

"No matter what you do, I will never like or love you" Nari repeated, Jay said as a tease and they laughed while my tears continued to fall.

"No matter what you do, I will never like you or love you, poor girl" Ara said again and again and they laughed loudly "You deserve that so you can wake up to the truth that jay will never like you, you stupid girl, poor you" Ara added and left with her friends while laughing

While walking, my tears are still falling, I hate the feeling when I cry, it's like my tears won't stop falling and I keep remembering what Jay said.........

"No matter what you do I will never like or love you...."

"You're stupid..... you're stupid...." I kept saying while slapping myself

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