Desire Or Detestment - Levi Ackerman

Three

"Listen up cadets. your training will be focused on getting your ODM gear on and the basics on how to use it. ive brought two of my best soldiers who will be showing you what to do. this is mikasa and jean, show them with respect" levi called out to the 20-ish cadets standing before him, beside him was mikasa and jean.

Jean grins and steps forward. "we will split you into groups so that we only have a few to focus on, can the first 7 come with me" he spoke, the first ones in the line walk towards jean, you included, you walked over grinning at the boy. "hey"

He chuckles. "glad i got you, i have a reason to touch you up" he says, only partly joking making you roll your eyes. "Suck a dick jean."

The next 7 join mikasa, then levi takes 8, it adding up to 22 cadets in total.

The three start going through cadets one by one and demonstrate how to attach the gear properly.

A scoff leaves your throat as you try to tighten the straps up around your shoulders but struggle. jean was busy helping someone else, glancing over at levi who was letting his group of cadets help each other who had already learned and was sitting down, his arms crossed over his chest and a small scowl across his face, as usual.

grinning, you made your way over and stood in front of him, making him look up, not moving or changing his facial expression. "you mind helping sir? since your not busy"

his eyebrow raises and he glances at jean. "your not my group, go back to jean"

You puffed your cheeks up slightly and took a small step forward. "jeans helping someone else, i cant tighten the straps. just help please" you mumbled and stared down at the man, your eyes slightly roaming down his neck and jaw, seeing it clench and un-clench- he sighed and got up.

he stood in front of you , his hands pulling the straps tighter around your shoulder blades and moved down to the ones that connected to the belt, his hands slightly avoiding touching you waist making you bite the inside of your cheek.

"are you scared to touch me captain?" Your voice lingered in the air for what felt like too long as levi gave you a slight glare. "dont talk" he hissed, tightening the straps and went to move away. "you can do the ones on your legs"

Your lips tug into an amused smile before clearing your throat and shook your head. "i dunno how to, your gonna have to help" you say innocently, staring straight into his gray beady eyes.

"go back to your group runt"

The glare he gave only giving you more satisfaction as you step closer. "i already told you, jean is too busy, your group is doing fine so can you please help" you huff.

levi eyed you suspiciously and went over, staring straight into your eyes only a few inches away from each other before crouching down and let his hands fall onto the strap around your thigh that hadn't been tightened yet, barely tightening it before you spoke "im surprised you didn't jump at the chance to touch my thighs again, like yesterday" your voice having a playful tone staring down at man who had his brows scrunched.

the strap tightened harshly causing a gasp to leave your lips, subtle but he heard. ignoring your comment he kept his eyes on the straps. "sir that's a little tight-" your legs buckled slightly as he tightened it more, finally glancing up at you.

"are you done with your stupid comments?" his voice low and threatening, holding the clasp tight making your leg feel tingly and numb all at once. You glanced down at him, your hands now gripping the mans shoulders to keep yourself up as you gulp.

"i-i dont know what you mean-" your words causing the irritated man to tighten the other strap around your thigh just as tight as the one he had before, a shaky breath left you now red lips from biting at your bottom lip.

"dont act dumb with me, are you done." he sneered, his eyes glaring into yours, the straps on your thighs causing you to swallow a lump that had formed in your throat.

"answer me" he barked, his hands moving up and gripping your thighs above the straps harshly, your skin feeling annoyingly sensitive from the lack of circulation. A sharp gasp left your lips, the grip on levis shoulders tightening slightly. "yes- yes im done" your breathed out, making levi hum softly, satisfied and let go, moving back to where he was sitting before

Your legs wobbled and quickly sat down on the floor, loosening the straps and let out a breath as if you had been holding it in. levi eyed you, making you gulp and glance at the floor before quickly getting up and running over to jean, the feeling of the tight straps still lingering on your thighs.

Jean glanced at you and raised an eye brow. "whys your face all red, you good?"

His question makes you groan, plopping onto the floor and buried your face into your hands. "no. im not good, i want our captain to rail the fuck out of me" mumbling came from you, jeans eyes widening as he glanced at levi who was now back to focusing on his group. "Yeah, I doubt that will happen.."

..

later, everyone had gathered into the mess hall for dinner, you were patiently waiting for your captain to show up. seeing him walk into the room, you quickly got up, the abrupt action making your friends glance at you, but you ignored and walked confidently over to levi.

As you get in range, standing behind him, he speaks.

"shut up"

You stop and raise an eyebrow, levi not even looking at you. "i didn't even say anything"

levi glances over his shoulder at you "dont care. shut up" his tone harsh. You scrunched your nose up and stepped in front of him, stopping him from walking to sit. "a had a question about training"

He stares at you with a unbothered expression and goes to walk around you. "ask Jean or mikasa" he says. You steps to your right, stopping him in his tracks once again "no i-"

a loud thud rang through the hall gaining everyone's attention, especially the table where you were now pinned against, you head shoved down onto it, cheek squished and your hands pinned behind your back, levi having put his tray of food down momentarily.

"your really starting to get on my nerves runt. are you wanting me to hurt you?"

a breathy chuckle leaves your lips, a small blush sneaking onto your cheeks as you stare up at him through the corner of your eyes. "maybe a little" you say without any hesitation causing him to glare and tighten his grip on your wrists and the back of your neck.

eyes stared at the two in confusion and shock, whispering something about how stupid you were for messing with the captain.

he leans down, close enough for his breath to be felt on your ear. "it wouldnt be a punishment if you wanted it. dirty bitch.." he says lowly, only you hearing him as your face heats up, feeling a pit begin in your lower stomach as you gulp, pressing your legs together tightly, her breath shaky.

"know your place" he scoffs and lets go, grabbing his tray again and walks to his table, ignoring hange's protests about him being too rough.

You on the other hand, walked back to your table with a dazed look on your face, your friends give you a questionable looks as you sat. "you..good there y/n..?" sasha said, worry falling onto her face.

a nod is all you gave as you glanced back at levi, who payed no attention to you "this is torture.." you mumbled.

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A bit desperate fnskjdfjs. hope you enjoyed

not proof read

-AuthorRaconteur