It's More Than Basketball~ PAIGE BUECKERS

Chapter 15

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I sat crisscrossed on my bed after my shower. Looking at my phone's contacts just staring at Paige's... I can't say anything or do anything now. It's done.

We didn't break up but it sure as hell felt close to it. I need to give her space like she wants and not push. After all she did just leave not even an hour ago.

*1 new notification*

PLovesBuckets🏀❤️: I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. I am sorry for my own things but I can't be the one to take all of the blame. Some of the things you said weren't fair to say to me. Clearly we need to have a talk but I couldn't leave you like this. I can't sleep like this. This is my proper way of saying it to help me sleep better knowing I made effort. Goodnight Y/n/n, I love you and sleep well❤️

Well... she really is the best and I suck at showing her that I know it. I won't let her go to bed like that either.

~PAIGE'S POV~

I sent the message not knowing whether or not it was the right call to make. I didn't want to leave her like that. She didn't deserve that and honestly I don't either.

I am hoping she responds back because if she doesn't it might just really mean that she's done with me. I know I fucked up a bit but I hope it's not enough to break us apart. I want her while I can have her even if I had to leave her alone for the night.

*1 new notification*

MyY/n/nBucket🏀❤️: P, I'm sorry for a lot too but I did mean many things that I said. Even if that's not what you wanted to hear it's true. We do need a conversation to discuss all of this. I'm sorry that I make you feel like you had to leave tonight. I hope you sleep well and let me know if you need anything.

Wow... is that all? My heart dropped a bit at that. No goodnight or I love you. I guess I really did lose her.

*1 new notification*

MyY/n/nBucket🏀❤️: Goodnight my Buckets, I love you too. Don't think I forgot to say it to you. I never will❤️😋

My heart that was once dropped is now beating 3x's harder than normal. I didn't lose her, especially not that sick humor she has to drop that AFTER the fact. She doesn't this a little too much for my hearts liking but it's okay. I just love her to much to truly have a problem with it.

I rested my head on the pillow. I finally lost that weight on my chest that was forcing me to stay up. I felt light again, like all my problems were solved by her. Even if she was the one that the problems were connected to.

I closed my eyes and took a breath. I was finally able to drift off into sleep.

~Y/N'S POV~

That was a good ass relief to me, I am glad I got to do that and talk to her before we both slept. I do have other matters to attend to now before I could fully drift off to sleep.