ONLY LOVE CAN CURE ME

The New Entry [3]

  ~If you are reading this then please try to give me your opinion.~

"So your lights are on." "should I come to your house?"

"What the hell! Is he crazy?, what is he trying to do?" i was feeling frustrated. Rolling my eyes, I got up from the bed and went towards the window to look outside of it for him. No one is here. Just darkness , bright moon and dogs barking..

"Is he literally here?,out of my house door?"

"no no this can't happen. This shouldn't happen. I will literally beat him up if he came here right now."

"suddenly my phone buzzes for a second and I ran towards my bed to jump on it. Clutching my phone , I opened the app messenger and saw his message again. "Ok ok fine, don't be furious. I am not coming. I am just joking."

he.?

Joking?

 What the hell. What a maniac he is..he is literally crazy. Leave him. I just laid down again on the bed, trying to sleep quietly and not thinking about him even for a second.

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"What should I do now? Is he coming for me. Why is he after me?" I was running all through the deserted road with bare foot. I haven't eaten anything from last two days and now this is happening with.

What does he want from me. This is so disgusting. Why are they making my life hell like this. I really miss my those days with my parents. "Why am I here?". Tears were flowing out of my eyes and I was running breathlessly without even looking backside. I know he can catch me. He can catch me anytime, today or tomorrow. he is not going to leave me.

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I suddenly woke up. I was breathing heavily like I was running all through the night . "ah, so all this was just a dream"."why these dreams always haunt me?" some tears were trying to fall from the corner of my eyes.

"Oh, god. I am happy that now I don't have to face all those shits i was facing almost everyday, but i am also aware of the fact that this is not the end. they will catch me soon." i was breathing heavily. my body starts shivering whenever I think about all of them..,

 this is not new..,

 Not for me. 

This my everyday business so I have habit of handling it but sometimes I am unable to control my self. These things engulf me like I am falling inside a dark endless hole . Whatever. Getting up from the bed , I rushed towards the windows to look outside of it and to look for someone special.

Opening my window , I saw him again like I see him everyday. "hello Mr, Tee"how are you?" hopping here and there, he came towards my hands to climb on it. "good boy"i said in a joyful voice trying to forget about the dream. the fact is that, as i am alone, he is giving me peace of mind somehow. "I feel positive due to his presence." I am seeing him since last two months and my day always starts with his beautiful sounds of chirping.