REBELS IN LOVE [On Hold]

chapter 19

"दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन
ज़िंदगी की शाख़ से लूँ कुछ हसीं पल मैं चुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन

दिल इबादत कर रहा है, धड़कनें मेरी सुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन
ज़िंदगी की शाख़ से लूँ कुछ हसीं पल मैं चुन
तुझको मैं कर लूँ हासिल, लगी है यही धुन"

-Dil ibaadat
(By kk)

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Mira's POV

My life , I hate it , hate it ,fvcking hate it , despite not wanted to here I am as his bride , sitting on his bed !

If this was happened 2 years ago , then I would be very happy at our first night, but now the circumstances are different, now I am feeling like crushed down.

This time I am missing my mother a lot , I don't think of her because while thinking of her I couldn't help but cry , the tears always start coming out . But today I don't care and I started crying remembering my mother.

It's good that she died 2 years ago and didn't have to see me in this condition because she would have been killed herself alive if she saw me , it's good that she doesn't have to bear that .

I remembered our painful nights where my mother always used to cry because of my father, she struggled a lot , in my eyes she is my superhero, my everything because she is the most strongest woman I've ever met .

She raised my brother and me all alone , when my father threw us out , she always protected us both.

Being the elder sister I've always supported my mother and comforted her when she felt weak and when her health was very severe I used to beg to people and doctors for her treatment but no one helped me and because of that my mother died , yes she died while struggling.

My mother always used to say that her life had been hell just by one decision of her father , that's my maternal grandfather that he made my mother marry my father, and after that he made my mother's life hell just because of me and my brother because we were young at that time and we needed our father .

She had option at that time to left my father and come but she stayed with him because of us , only for us because only he could provide us with money and my mother didn't have that so she sacrificed herself for us , why mumma why? Why you did this , you have us everything you could and in return I didn't able to save you

I am the worst daughter and a sister, my father once said that I am a bad luck and his mistake , that's why I hate this word. Well he is right though, I couldn't be able to save my mother and she died , being an elder sister I failed to protect my brother also and as a result this devil kidnapped him and used him against me .