The Alpha Kings Teacher

11

"Its not that I just think mentally I'm not ready yet." He sighed.

"I'm trying so hard not to hunt down the jack ass who hurt you and ring his neck." He held me closer and kissed me forehead. "Mi princessa." I shivered at the words that came out of his mouth. Not helping the blush that filled my face as I pushed my thighs together.

"We were together for a really long time." I started "It was great. He was my first everything. My first kiss, first love, my first time. We graduated together, finished college together, then one day I got home from work to a voicemail on the machine. Turns out he not only got offered a job in china, but he interviewed, accepted, and planned the flight. I found out the day before the flight. 'The reminder your flights tomorrow' Phone call. It was great really the highlight of my life." I chuckled. Funny thing about grief is its unexpected, can hit you years after the fact like it was the day of. I choked back a sob that fought to escape and sighed. "Anyways, kind of put a damper on the happily ever after thing ya know?"

"Wow. I can't even imagine."

"Yeah well, sometimes I think maybe If i had been a better wife? Cleaned more, taken him out more, tried harder." He put a finger on my chin and pulled my face to his.

"No one, and I mean NO ONE, leaves someone they love like that. It was not your fault, nothing you did could have changed that. That idiot is the one who made that decision. You are worth more than any job. If you asked me, I would give mine up in a heartbeat for you. I hope you don't because I happen to really enjoy what I do and the people I work with, but I would. Instantly. No questions asked." My eyes had sprinkles in them as i looked into his. I planted a soft kiss on his lips and pulled away.

"You keep talking like this it's a clear way to get a girl to fall for you." I laughed.

"Thats kind of the goal." My heart fluttered as I collided my lips to his again. Putting every ounce of emotion, I could into it. I slid over so I was straddling him again my hands caressing his face as I deepened the kiss.

"Okay." I said pulling away for a moment.

"Okay? he panted.

"Lets try. I don't know what you are doing to me, and I'm probably stupid. Whatever it is I'm willing to try." He looked at me in awe. His smile growing. He kissed me again and again little pecks over and over again. I giggled. He held me in his arms so tightly like he was afraid I was going to up and leave or something. I nibbled on his ear, and he shivered loosening his grip a little. Lord knows I was so hot for this man.

I pulled his face up to mine and placed soft kisses against his lips. He groaned against me his palms running up my thighs, to my hips before he grabbed two handfuls of ass cheeks, and I gasped. He took the advantage deepening the kiss. I moaned against his mouth and his chest let out that sexy ass rumble, that sound was enough to make me want to throw myself at him and have my way with him. It rattled me to my core literally. I took my hands to the bottom of his shirt, he pulled away and lifted his arms so I could take it off. I took in his gorgeous body. trailing my fingertips down his chest and abs. He had a scar that stretched from one side of his chest to the opposite side of his abdomen. and two smaller shorter scars one both side of the larger one. Like he had been scratched.

"Oh my god, what happened?" I trailed the scar, and he closed his eyes and tilted his head back.

"A rather unfortunate training accident. I was part of a combat training exercise and it went south. Almost killed me." The scar was huge, I couldn't imagine what would of caused it.

"Do you still do things that are dangerous like this?"

"No, at least not if I can help it. I am still trained to protect and serve though. That will never be erased." I noticed he trembled. "Its very sensitive though." He chuckled as I continued to lightly trail my fingertips over them. I had the overwhelming urge to kiss them all over. I already wanted to run my tongue along his abs. I didn't know they could really look like that. He has to work out like every single day.

"You must work out a lot?" I said as I trailed my fingers further down his body. I kissed him again.

"On occasion." He chuckled against my lips. I trailed my lips down his neck as my fingers trailed back up his body paying especially close attention to the scar that makes him tremble. Suddenly he grabbed my wrists flipping me over, so my back was laying on the couch and my wrists were pinned above my head. "You are heading down a dangerous path princessa." He whispered into my ear, and I trembled. I smiled.

"Its a good think I like danger." He crashed his lips against mine again and I moaned against his lips. I bucked my hips up grinding against him and he pulled away letting go of my wrists.

"Are you sure?" He asked planting a small kiss on my lips. I looked at him caressing his face in my hand.

"Are YOU sure?" I could feel my cheeks flush as I asked him, and he groaned.

"I have never been surer about anything in my life." I swear I could feel love resonating off his gaze. A man I have known for three weeks. I licked my lips and in one quick motion he scooped me up and I wrapped legs around him. He picked me up like it was nothing. His lips crashing against mine.

"Wait!" I pulled away and pointed to the remote. "I gotta pause the show." He laughed bending over and grabbing the remote clicking the power button. I pulled his face back to mine taking over control and he carried me around the couch. I intertwined my fingers in his hair and suddenly my back was against the wall. His kiss got more intense as he grabbed my ass and rolled his hips into mine. I gasped at the size of the bulge was pressing against my center. He took this moment of separation and grabbed the bottom of my shirt pulling it over my head. He paused gawking at my shirtless body. I blushed. I wasn't super skinny, but I definitely wasn't fat. However, the gym and I met on very rare occasions. I tried to go for a run every other day or so but let's face it... It's rough. I started to feel really self-conscious.

"Fuck me." He groaned closing his eyes. I got really nervous and blushed pulling my hands down to cover myself. He grabbed them and held them above my head. "Never. Never try to cover this gorgeous body from me." He growled that sexy growl that makes me unravel. I moaned and he placed light kisses along my neck. "You know, if I didn't know any better, I would think you planned this." He chuckled his tongue lightly passing my earlobe while his teeth grazed it.

"Upstairs." I panted as this foreplay was driving me absolutely wild. He grabbed my thighs again pushing me back against him while attacking my lips. I was absolutely burning with every touch. "Second door on the right." I mumbled against his lips, and I felt a smile creep on his face ever so slightly. I licked his bottom lip and suddenly I was tossed over his shoulder, and we were hi-tailing it up the stairs. "HEY!" I laughed.

"Sorry baby, at that rate I was gonna take you on the stairs. I promised you a bed." I giggled as we got to the top of the steps, and he walked into the bedroom.