hate at first sight

the rejection

I walked out of there. Good thing I had an A in that class. I walked to the office opened the door. I went to one of the small cushioned maroon chairs.

I sighed when Mr.Kosoub came in to get me. He looked disappointed... as usual. "come in" he sighed.

" ok i'm sure my stoned teacher called and told you. So just write me up and let me get back to class"

he rubbed his temples and brought out a yellow paper. He wrote, me up and I signed it. I was about to leave when he told me to sit down. I rolled my eyes and sat. " Danielle you're such a good student. You have good grades good attendenc -" I cut him off

" look Mr.Kosoub i've heard this a million times. I mean you'd hate to waste your time and words that you can never take back on someone that doesn't care" he looked at me and I left. When I opened the door right before I walked out I heard him whisper " I thought you were better than this" I hesitantly closed the door and left. I walked out the office and down the hallway. I felt like crying because this wasn't me and he knew it. Ever since the damn change i've been different. I just had to be born with the stupid damn gene.

** FLASHBACK **

The woods were calling me and I followed the call. I couldn't stop my feet from moving towards the grass and trees. It's like my mind was thinking and trying to stop my movements but my feet wouldn't listen.

By the time I could understand what was happening I was on the ground with my back arched. I kept screaming in agony but it felt muffled from the blood rushing around my body. it felt like my bones were on fire and I couldn't put the fire out. I could feel my bones cracking and twisting.

It felt like eternity that I was in pain. Slowly the pain subsided and dulled. I passed out from the pain and woke up to a new world, or I think it was a new world. I could see every little detail of every little thing.

I could hear things that were miles away. I knew this because we lived 6 miles away from the city and I could hear the engines of cars and little chatter. I could smell things that didn't belong, like chocolate from the pastry shop 8 miles north.

It took a moment to absorb all this, all these heightened senses, and colors I'm sure didn't exist. I remembered what I was onto before I went into pain but shook my head cause it was impossible.

I looked down and screamed, well tried to scream it came out as a howl. I jumped back thinking there was a wolf and ran back to my house. my family was on the. They looked at me weirdly and I wondered if something was on my face.

Then it hit me the wolf must behind me. I ran faster and yelled at them to run.,I heard a howl and panicked cause it sounded close. I tried opening the door for them but instead of hands I saw two big paws.

I remembered overhearing my dad have this talk with my older brother Jay. I knew my family were werewolves but the pack doctor told my mum there was a 98% I wasn't gonna be a wolf.

My pack was disappointed but quickly cheered up by the news my twin was going to be a wolf. My pack tried cheering me up but it wouldn't help, I was sad for a whole year. But that's when Caleab came to town.

It was my first day of grade two, and a new kid was introduced.. We just had lunch and the teacher had brought in veggie cupcakes when Caleab was introduced. The only empty seat was next to me and the desk by the teacher. He sat next to me and asked me " what is that?" With disgust. I giggled and took a huge bite of his cupcake. he frowned and made a face I didn't say eat it!" I laughed

" your face is funny" I said laughing. He looked upset and about to cry. I quickly hugged him and begged him not to cry. He was hesitant but hugged me back. We started talking and laughed about the teacher, and other things. I told him about my problem and he smiled. He got down on all fours and told me to do the same. I got down and he said " if you can't turn into a werewolf why not act like one??"

I smiled and we started growling and snarling, so when the teacher came over to us we looked at each other smiled and bit her leg. they had to call home and we had suspension for two Weeks since the teacher was hospitalized. After that -

~~ END OF FLASH BACK ~~

My thought was interrupted by a smack on my, arse. I turned around and saw a male wolf smirking. He pushed me up against the wall and started whispering in my ear. I tried pushing against him but he was to strong. He kept touching my arse and kissing my neck. It did feel good but I couldn't help but imagine how it would feel if it was my mate. I heard the bell ring bbut people walked on by thinking we were a couple.

I was pissed I kept whispering no's and get away's and stop's but he wouldn't. He started kissing my neck and sucking on it. I tried pushing him again but he just growled and bit a little.

Just then Caleab and my mate walked out. They were laughing until they saw me. I smirked and pretended to enjoy the male wolf. They started growling and snarling. My mates eyes were pitch black and his fist clenched.

I moaned a little when he nibbled my earlobe and his hand slipped under my shirt. They ( Caleab and my mate ) stormed over my way pissed and angered. the male didn't seem to notice and if he did he didn't acknowledge them.

" I think you're my mate"

he whispered, that's when my actual mate ripped the male off me and punched him. Caleab grabbed my arm and left the scene. He dragged me into the library " what the hell???" he whispered yelled. I shrugged my shouldered " what he was just having fun???" I said "and you let him?!??" I shrugged again

"you know you he's your mate" he said I stared at him " I don't know what you're talking about" he poked me in the tummy.... Hard! " STOP LYING!!" The librarian shushed us. " fine! I know he is but I don't want him!"

I whispered yelled " why!?" I looked down " I don't know... I just don't" but that was a lie cause I knew exactly why I didn't want him. Suddenly the doors burst open and my mate came through.

He ran over to me and hugged me. Caleab walked out leaving me with my mate. Before I could think my hands wrapped around his waist and hugged back. He was about 6'2 and I was like 5'9 ya ya ya im a mushroom

[ A/N a mushroom is a short person,]

I realized what I was doing and pulled away. I looked up and regretted it, his face was full if hurt and disappointment. ' hug him, kiss him, strip him, touch him, DO SOMETHING!! HE'S HURT AND ITS MAKING ME SAD!!!!!!'

My wolf, whined / complained. I gently touched his shoulder and he leaned in craving my touch. I hesitantly pulled it back ignoring the electricity pulsing and the tingles that shot up my arm. "look umm...." I gestured for him to say his name " oh its Jake", he said looking down,", right uh so Jake umm you see i'm not really one for settling down I mean don't get me wrong you're really really really attractive..." I cut myself off..., what the hell!? Where did that come from!???

"but you don't want me, but we can be friends" he finished. I looked down and nodded. He smiled and my knees buckled.

He left and I just stood there thinking of what I've done. I just rejected my other half, the one who understand me completely. I walked up to the second floor of the library and went over to the werewolf section. I picked up a really big brown book and sat down on the red bean bags.

I opened it and the first page had a wolf howling at a moon and another wolf looking at the other. I was about to start reading the book when I felt something against my lips. Almost like someone was kissing me.

I then remembered that when mates meet and touch they can feel the others pain. Suddenly I knew what was happening.... Some Bitch was kissing my mate.

Before I could think I slammed my book shut, used wolf speed and ran to Jake.