Larvis Headcannons :3

Angst💔

- The first time Travis saw Larry smoke, he went into a panic attack. Larry, seeing this, threw his cigarette away, made sure his breath didn't smell like smoke, tried going to Travis to calm down, but all Travis could do is say "Don't come near me" in a shaky voice as he ran off. Leaving Larry standing alone, his heart breaking.

- Travis first meeting Larry. He thought he was the coolest guy ever, wanting to be him but also developing feelings for him. Travis, having his father's voice in his head, only started bullying Larry and his friends because he didn't want anyone to tell his father that he's gay. His heart every time he'd do or say something, and it broke even more when Larry was even harsher in return.

- Larry never wanted to be mean to Travis. Though it pissed him off to no end when Travis started bullying him. He decided to be harsher in return, but his heart hurt every time.

- (TW: SH mention) Larry once caught Travis in the bathroom: blade to his wrist, blood dripping on the floor. He didn't know what to do, neither of them did as they just stared at each other: Travis; tears streaming down his face, eyes wide in fear, Larry; Eyes wide in shock, confusion, and worry. Larry didn't say anything, he couldn't say anything. He set some ointment and bandages on the counter for him before just...leaving.

- Every time Larry went home and into his thoughts, he started thinking that Travis was doing that partially cause of him being harsh, and in turn...also had done some stuff that hurt him, maybe as a repentance for what he has done and said... (Travis thinks the same thing.)

- Larry smokes and gets high so he can forget about everything. His father leaving, the shit going down in Addison Apartments, and especially...Travis. Larry feels like he isn't supposed to fall in love with Travis because of his shitty attitude towards him. But he can never not think about the blonde boy, causing his heart to continue hurting in his chest.

- When Larry and Travis first got together, they still had difficulties coming to full terms with their feelings so they argued a lot. None of the fights physical in the slightest, but the words thrown at each other just hurt them more.

- Larry will try to convince Travis to leave town with him but he never says yes, no matter how much he really wants to.

- Larry will call Travis a fallen angel. Travis secretly loves the name, but he always argues against it, causing Larry to get pissed off and hurt.

- When Travis is especially pissed off, he'll raise his hands towards Larry like he's gonna hit him, causing Larry to sometimes flinch and Travis will laugh and walk away. (He'll immediately apologize when he's calmed down but Larry will just ignore him as Travis is crying, begging for forgiveness.)

- When Larry is pissed off, he'll ignore Travis for days on end. (He usually stops though if Travis messages or goes to him for a place to stay or if he needs help mentally/physically.)

(WE'RE GETTIN REALLY SAD HERE SO PREPARE YOURSELVES AND I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE!!)

- After Larry offed himself, Travis would visit the tree house every night and stay there till early morning, hoping for any sign of him or even his scent, just something to let him know Larry was still there.

- Larry's ghost would be there. Silently watching Travis, crying cause he so badly wanted to show himself, but no matter how hard he tried, he could only watch and listen as Travis called out to him, not being able to say or do anything in return.

- (This is if Travis didn't die with his father) Travis would visit Larry's grave every day after everything with the cult. He'd leave black and white roses, DvD's of Larry's favorite songs, and would talk for hours, on and on about everything and nothing. Sometimes, he'd even just lay next to his grave, silently crying, wishing he'd come back to him.

- Travis would replace all of his clothes with Larry's clothes and his style of clothing, would wear his jewelry and use his headphones, anything to make it feel like Larry was still there with him.

- Before Larry died, he wrote a note specifically for Travis. Though he never had the will to set it out for him to find like he did with Sal. Travis found out about the note from Ash, after she found it hidden inside the tree house.

(Below will be the note Larry left for Travis. Prepare yourselves.)

Dear Travis,

I'm sorry I couldn't stay with you. I'm sorry I couldn't be the best I wanted for you. When I first saw you, I actually thought you'd be cool to hang out with. I eventually caught feelings. Even when you were an asshole, those feelings never went away. I was so happy when you told me you liked me too, even if we had trouble in the beginning, I was still so happy to call you mine. I made paintings for you. I always looked at them if I missed you and couldn't physically be with you, so it at least felt like you were with me. I'm sorry I left you and I'm sorry I couldn't explain why. I'm sure you'll find out eventually, I know you will. I'll cherish each and every moment I had with you, even in the after life. If I'm not stuck in a void, I'll watch over you and make sure you're ok. I didn't wanna do this, but I have to. Shit's going down and I don't wanna succumb to the darkness. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you. I love you, my little fallen angel. Always.

~Love, Larry

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